#especially fear

 It genuinely baffles me a little that fandom so often characterizes him as the relentless sadistic sociopath who isn’t afraid of anything and just revels in evil. Because honestly, if I were to characterize Kristoph’s motivations in one word, it would be Fear.  He’s afraid of mockery and failure--hence his caution and perfectionism. He’s afraid of himself and his emotions so he practices self-control and tries to force his composure. He’s afraid of others and of being caught, hence his paranoia. 

In reference to the other question, Zak’s murder has always read to me as a crime of passion, especially when you compare it to Drew Misham’s. Both are well not the smartest way of committing murder but if anything, Drew’s was over-planned and a not very good plan at that--whereas Zak’s was sloppy, impulsive, and more “physical.” And given how important appearances are to Kristoph, he doesn’t seem like the type that would favor unnecessary psychical violence especially if it might get his pretty nails dirty. 

All of which suggests that Zak’s death was not pre-mediated (or if it was, only very briefly) and was the result in Kristoph lashing out in Fear, Paranoia, and/or Anger instead. 

Once her tears started flowing, she couldn't seem to stop them, and she wasn't sure if she wanted to. Had she cried before this, yes, a few times in fact, but none of those tears gave her the release she felt now. Like a tight band around her Soul was steadily loosening.

Sometimes the best thing for you is a good cry, and Ziz really needed one.

There was a light knock at the door "ziz?" Seishin called in softly worry in his tone. The door cracked open just a smidge and he peeked in cautiously glancing around the room warily "sorry if i'm wrong but i saw your soul kinda reacting ta stress. are ya ok?"

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YOU HAVE SO MUCH TIME TBH 

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