#esin's asks

1. If you’ve ever tried drugs or alcohol, what was your reason for first trying it?

I've never tried drugs, but I have had several glasses of wine in my lifetime. And mostly because 1) it tastes lovely and 2) I've only had it on holidays either as part of ceremony (like on Passover) or festivity (like with Christmas dinner or such). My parents also let me have a glass of wine for my eighteenth birthday.

2. Do you think you could ever have an abortion if you unexpectedly turned up pregnant right this second?

No. I couldn't. I don't think I could raise a child right now--I'd probably put it up for adoption--but I couldn't do an abortion. I believe it's morally wrong. Simple as that.

5. Is there a situation where you caved into peer pressure and regretted it?

I don't often cave to peer pressure, but there have definitely been some times. Caving to peer pressure was most of what made 5th grade hell for me.

13. Who last slept in your bed besides you?

Hmmm... I don't let people sleep in my bed... So unless my brother fell asleep while we were watching Supernatural, it was probably my friend Sarah during that sleepover when I was like 12.

This was fun :) Thank you, darling!!

I assume this is for the question thingy? :D

D. HARDEST THING I’VE EVER BEEN THROUGH.

This past year. I've struggled with depression for years and years, but it's been getting worse. This past year has been awful. I've gone farther down than I thought possible and it's been scary and horrible. But I think I'm coming out. I think I have hope now.

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

My ears are pierced. That’s it.

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

elli.O.—she’s my sister, my editor, and generally the best person on the face of the planet. I love her dearly. <3

G. SEXUAL ORIENTATION.

Straight.

O. MY EYE COLOUR.

Dark brown. Like chocolate :D

K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.

It’s good. Better since I moved 7 hours away. It’s much easier to call and catch up each week than live in the same house all the time. And my relationship with my dad is better than with my mom.

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

elli.O.—she’s my sister, my editor, and generally the best person on the face of the planet. I love her dearly. <3

V. LAST TIME I CRIED.

This morning. I woke up from my dream with tears on my face and I cannot remember why.

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

My ears are pierced. That’s it.

N. FAVOURITE PLACE TO SHOP AT?

Amazon. Cause then I get a package and it's like sending myself a present :)

Hello!! Thank you so much!! :)

M. VIRGIN OR NOT?

Virgin :)

I. HAVE ANY TATTOOS OR PIERCINGS?

My ears are pierced. That's it.

K. RELATIONSHIP WITH MY PARENTS.

It's good. Better since I moved 7 hours away. It's much easier to call and catch up each week than live in the same house all the time. And my relationship with my dad is better than with my mom.

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

I’ve actually never been in a relationship! I did have a friendship that ended because of messy stuff where we grew apart and she really abused our friendship, so I suppose that counts.

Y. DO YOU WANT TO GO TO COLLEGE.

Yes! And I'm here! Really, it's one of the best things to ever happen to me and I'm so excited to be here. It's wonderful.

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

Only one? So many to choose...

My height. I'm about 6 feet tall and for a girl, it kinda sucks. Cause yeah being tall is great, but I can't wear heels or I'm a giant and there aren't guys taller than me which sucks. Generally I just feel awkward, especially when I'm in a group where I tower over everyone.

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

[see above]

R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.

"Sounds Like Hallelujah" by The Head And The Heart

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

elli.O.--she's my sister, my editor, and generally the best person on the face of the planet. I love her dearly. <3

B. FAVORITE BAND.

Recently, Fall Out Boy, but I don't generally listen to lots by the same band.

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

Another best friend: elli's sister. She's awesome and has been quite awesome in listening to all my boy problems this week :) <3

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

Okay, there's a guy at my college and he's really, really sweet. There aren't a ton of people who are, so that's special. He also dresses really well. So that's good.

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

Ummmm... I had a mini crush on this guy who looks like John Green but he's interested in someone else, so not anymore?

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

I've actually never been in a relationship! I did have a friendship that ended because of messy stuff where we grew apart and she really abused our friendship, so I suppose that counts.

Thank you so much!!! :D

DO IT.

All I know from Animaniacs is the Nations of the World song but seeing as I know the lyrics in their entirety, I think that makes up for my general ignorance.

Force? Why would that take force?