hi !! can u do fluff alphabet with es x reader?
† synopsis :: fluff alphabet with es
† warning :: designer found nothing
† a/n :: Es the best character ever, I remember writing this and the original being deleted... I felt so unmotivated because of that but here we are
A - Affection
Es isn't very affectionate, and honestly it’s easy to understand MILGRAM isn't something many people would like, so why would he too? tho if you ask nicely he will give you a hug or a peck but you have to ask and understand a no, maybe something happened and he doesn’t want to be touched even by you despite loving you
B - beauty
everything, Es loves everything about you, no matter what it is. Despite you being a prisoner he can’t help but feel like maybe you are like Yuno and actually committed a crime that shouldn't be counted as one, despite that he will truly appreciate how you don’t seem to be lying to him and when you do it’s a white lie something both of you know won’t matter much
C - cuddles
Es doesn’t mind cuddling, would it be his main way of showing love? no. hell no. But still he would cuddle you for example during trial 2 if you were voted guilty, he would cuddle as an apology and ask the questions for questions that made him vote you guilty he would cuddle during the integration. to show you how sorry he is
D - dream
where MILGRAM is no more, he’s out of it and you are innocent like he believed. A future where the “sin” you committed doesn’t follow and you two can live a normal and happy life where you two are just teens in love without the fear one wrong move could end up badly for you
E - everything
You are his reason, the reason why he doesn’t give up why he believes that his choices might be correct, even if sometimes he thinks differently you prove him that his decision has some truth to it even if he or someone else might deny it, his decisions was made with what he seen
F - feeling
well well well… depends on what your verdict was trial 1. if guilty he’s not very open and if innocent then he’s quite open, he will tell you what he thinks about other prisoners and will be more open about why that verdict and not the other one it very much depends on that
G - grateful
he’s very grateful double it if you still loved him after he voted you guilty if he did, he’s just happy you not being with him to only escape the guilty vote you actually love him, he even more grateful if you give him confidence that because it’s his vote it doesn’t mean it’s right or wrong you not making him seem perfect and imperfect, you see him as a normal kid
H - honest
Es is honest with many stuff but not everything, there stuff he won’t tell you no matter how much you ask him tho if you ask him what he thinks about you he will answer honestly, same if you ask if you are stupid but if you ask about what’s with Mikoto he might be secretive
I - injury
well with this we can assume you were voted guilty during trial 1, then Es will feel guilty that he trusted Kotoko but not you even tho you truly did show him appreciation, he will feel guilty and ask if it’s hurt badly if you say yes, he will go to Shidou to ask for help and be more careful with his decision
J - jealous
Es isn't very jealous he already trusts you very much, you already fought for his trust to date him, so why would you suddenly change your mind? tho in a scenario where he might be jealous he would be honest and tell you that he is
K - kiss
Es likes kissing you in areas I would call gentleman area, hands,cheeks,forehead etc. he will kiss you on lips of course but later in the relationship
L - love
love with Es feels slow, but the good slow like you don’t have to feel like you have to do everything he may be shy but not so shy that there’s no chance, for him to start anything in the relationship
M - memory
Es might not have much memories, but the milgram one is your first meeting, he might sound corny when he says it felt like he met his soulmate ake you, he truly can’t stop thinking about you guys first meeting
N - no
Es would never ever! make you feel guilty for something, if Kotoko attacked you and you fought back but later felt guilty he would tell you it’s a lie and you simply tried to protect yourself and shouldn't see yourself that way
O - oddity
Es is quite interested in psychology and crime in general thanks to the fact he’s a warden, so if asked about it he can accidentally rant for hours to no end and that’s no joke
P- pet names
Es doesn’t use pet names mostly your name, tho if you request one he might tho if he was asked to give you one by himself he would simply choose love or dear, something simple and most likely not cringy
Q - quality time
Es spends a decent amount of time with you enough for you to know he loves you, of course it difficult when he’s a warden but if he’s free and you want to spend time, he will as long as you wish or if work calls
R - rhythm
If you asked Es which song it would be “Out of my league” he genuinely thinks that, you love him so much no matter what he votes he truly believes, you were an angel sent from heaven for him
S - secrets
biggest secret is probably about trial 2 Kotoko song, usually if you ask him about songs he will you tell you, but if you ask about Kotokos from trial 2 he won’t tell you he doesn't want you know about how Kotoko described you in it
T - time
it took a full ass trial most likely unless you were maybe 3rd prisoner or somewhere close to that, which caused you meet earlier and speak more often then it would take near the end of the trial 1
U - upset
Es tries to find out why you are upset he genuinely worried, if something between you and another prisoner he will tell you to speak with them personally and that nothing will get better if you won’t
V - value
Es values you so much, that’s it’s not even possible to explain how much, he takes everything you say to heart no matter what it may be or how silly it sounds, he genuinely thinks you words have a bigger meaning
W - wild card
Es is very interested about people likes and dislikes, he wants to know those stuff for everyone so he can help or bring comfort stuff if the person is sad or something like that
X - x-ray
Es is decently easy to read, you can probably guess what he thinks, but you can read him even better the more you know since he relaxes around you very badly that he himself, is a bit concerned about it
Y - yes
proposing isn't in his mind, unless if Mahiru asked him when she noticed how close you two are, then he would say that if you were innocent and wanted to when you two are older he wouldn't mind proposing to you
Z - zzz
you two usually sleep separately unless you want him to sleep with you, for example you had a nightmare and need someone by you side then he doesn’t mind sleeping together with you in your cell
