š : how much does my muse value companionship? do they constantly keep people around them, or do they prefer to be alone often? do they have or desire to have many friends? do they see every meeting as an opportunity to make a new friend?
lilaĀ doesnātĀ needĀ companionship.Ā sheĀ grewĀ upĀ alone,Ā withĀ onlyĀ theĀ handlerĀ toĀ reallyĀ connectĀ with,Ā soĀ iĀ likeĀ toĀ thinkĀ sheĀ becameĀ accustomedĀ toĀ goingĀ longĀ periodsĀ ofĀ timeĀ leftĀ toĀ herĀ ownĀ devices.Ā Ā sheĀ canĀ handleĀ isolation.Ā however,Ā iĀ thinkĀ gettingĀ aĀ tasteĀ forĀ companionshipĀ whenĀ sheĀ wasĀ stayingĀ inĀ theĀ psychiatricĀ hospitalĀ mightĀ haveĀ spoiledĀ her.Ā itĀ putĀ herĀ outĀ ofĀ herĀ comfortĀ zoneĀ andĀ probablyĀ madeĀ herĀ feelĀ aĀ littleĀ uncomfortableĀ atĀ first,Ā butĀ iĀ thinkĀ sheĀ learnedĀ toĀ enjoyĀ theĀ presenceĀ ofĀ others;Ā Ā moreĀ peopleĀ sheĀ couldĀ annoy,Ā orĀ seekĀ entertainmentĀ from.
thatĀ said,Ā sheāsĀ notĀ soĀ greatĀ atĀ makingĀ friends.Ā herĀ personalityĀ isĀ prettyĀ aggressive,Ā andĀ herĀ senseĀ ofĀ humorĀ isĀ darkĀ andĀ oftenĀ inappropriate,Ā soĀ sheĀ probablyĀ viewsĀ othersĀ moreĀ likeĀ herĀ audienceĀ thanĀ herĀ friends.Ā Ā likeĀ sheāsĀ performingĀ forĀ them.Ā Ā
