#ephium

We're all just souls that are embodied somehow in this world. The darkness of the world is slowly chipping away at us bit by bit. Some people might think that the process of life is shaping and moulding us just like a sculptor would to a piece of ice or clay. But the thing is, we're slowly changing, slowly growing into something foreign and frightening. We are scared, dark and alone and we have no idea how to control it. We think we're inadequate, no longer beautiful or something beyond unrecognisable. But there is hope, because every sculpture has a different story that they're portraying, which is seen in a different perspective depending on each and every person who comes across it. That's how the world and people are; you may see yourself as some twisted and incorrectly moulded lump of clay, whilst another person might see you as a desirable and exquisite masterpiece that shows and explains the very essence of their soul in some shape or form. You are beautiful and you were created for a reason. You may not be perfect, but you will never be inadequate or worthless. Nothing that cries such crystal clear tears or can produce a delightfully sweet fake smile like that, could be seen as anything less than strong, stable and extraordinary. 

I miss you all a lot. I've been shit at keeping in touch with the people who do keep in touch, I'm sorry about that. Been doing papers, rehearsing, and just got back from Edinburgh! Either way, I'm kinda loving it! School/completely busy is going to end soon, and then I'll be back! Should be around mid-July. I can't believe I'm going to be nineteen soon though! Seriously. Holy. Shit. I love you all, so, so, so much.