#eofyap

💚🧸 ill start with the siblings because they make me a bit crazy i cant lie. they are half-siblings!! juliets dad died when she was very very young (a baby basically) so she grew up with her step-father (ange's father)... she didnt really gaf about him at all though because she was mommys girl . amen

when they were younger, ange and juliet got along really well!!!! juliet loved playing the role of an older sister and she liked dragging ange around ... they also played togetjer a lot :3 but like. gradually they started getting more into their studies and all .... their parents were getting more and more antagonistic towards each other so they began piting the kids against each other as well. #divorce

as a kid ange viewed juliet as some sort of a. higher figure... something beyond his reach... a kind and silly and funny angel and the only person who treated him right honestly. so when he assumed that juliet has betrayed yuze and had his parents killed . his world Lowkey literally crumbled. i think he realized at that time that shes just a human person and can Also make mistakes.

their relationship got a bit strained because ange started to isolate himself Hard. and juliet is a naturally pushy person when it comes to others so it did make her frustrated when he wouldnt tell her anything or talk to her... wah...... ange was also being ostracized by society because of his father :( juliet tried to throw parties and warm others up to him and she was like. just act nice okay. but it failed lowkey because hes a bit of an asshole sometimes

they had a big fight over that and stopped speaking like.. at all...... ange thought juliet was setting him up and exposing him to people that dont like him when all she did was try to fix his image and reputation... whatever okay.

i also want to say theyre very similar in a lot of aspect!!! both mask their emotions to a crazy degree, usually with a smile or with humor... both kind of try to appeal to people as much as they can, but in different ways? ange mostly wants people to see him as stupid and non-threatening (opposite of his father) and juliet wants people to see her as pitiful and hard-working. they are also both mildly suicidal BUT ange is like -> i have no purpose so i should kms vs. juliet being like -> kms is the only way to escape the purpose i have in life

🌿🌊 ohhh the doomed yaoi... they make me super super sickly.... i talked about their childhood like 93849 times so . well. idk if i should do it Again . However

theyre like. childhood friends to one-sided enemies to lovers . in their childhood years yuze and ange met when yuze was helping his parents with tailoring clothes and yuze helped him out a bit (ange was afraid to speak up and yuze noticed it...) and so it began. ange kind of even in his childhood clung to yuze a lot because it seemed like he was the only one who understood him and his troubles. like even to a bigger degree than juliet could. to yuze . well he didnt think too much about it . like childhood friend yay :)

then the whole FIASCO happened. yuze jumped through 9328 mental hoops and as a 10 year old the only logical thing that made sense was that ange had something to do with the death of his parents. poor ange lost his only friend, his dad was executed and his mama now hated him more than ever and forbid juliet from meeting with him. so they were both going through it .

some. if not most of those. have Something to do with his backstory. really sorry

he likes big buildings and halls, but specifically uncrowded ones! since he spent his early childhood in the very crowded and messy slums, he likes the space and "freedom" of those halls

summers and vacations are literally just a personal preference though. he prefers hot weather and loves how much sunny days there are

being outside, trying new things and food is mostly just. well. due to how much the Church has isolated him and forced him into being almost a living relic. he always likes to break free from those surroundings and have a chance to see new things that he hasnt seen... hes also naturally curious and always wants to know more about stuff!!!!

collecting earrings - once again just a personal quirk. he always thought they were really pretty, especially on the women in the pleasure district he grew up next to

CHILDHOOD ART...WAAUUGHHGH... i felt so sad drawing this because like. i kept thinking about the lyrics of sunflower in the snow

the pain of missing someone and grieving what you couldve had.... the knowledge that the person you once loved has probably became an entirely different person that you dont know anymore.. + the fact that for ange yuze was always a beacon of normalcy and light in his troubled family life. and then everything went to SHIT

"im in love with a long-dead sunflower" idk lets all just kill oursel

orimisha ivantill pararells: there are none im utterly delusional

okay however. 🤓 theyve both grown up Isolated and #Different for different reasons though.. liek orifiel is this gold child raised in the church being shown off like a god or a relic of some kind. literally taught that normal people are Below him . di you see the ivan singing prodigy pararells ok good . orifiel is Much more ivancoded than mischa is tillcoded but thats okay honestly. mischa my sillj little thing me and the repressed anger issues. chasing after a girl wjo DOES NOT WANT HIM 😭😭😭😭😭. i donf know where i was goifn with this hes not very tillcoded at all (other than #tsundere 🥺) but their dynamic YESSSSSSS.

i keep adding of a scene i want to add where its basically a masquerade ball .... big deal in the plot because its here where yuze realizes "aw man i dont think i actually want to kill my boy best friend" like okaytewhrdiuqwhefdjn

very heavily inspired by cendrillons lyrics. and just the premise in general. heart emoji

realistically i dont think yuze could have his knife just in the Open like that but like. i like to imagine theyre somewhere alone and he can Swing that thang around!!!!!!!!!!!! (in a gay way)

technology - no specific reason. he's just a bit of a pragmatic guy and has a hard time adjusting to change... he also hates switching to a different routine when he has already gotten used to something. type of person to go "why would i need this when i can do it the old reliable way..."

spicy food - comes with being a vampire im afraid. poor thang. he has a very hard time handling spicy food in general.. yes would go red and start coughing and crying and throwing up and snot from nose from even mildly spicy things

hot beverages - just not his thing. it annoys him that he has to wait for them to cool off. he prefers his drinks mildly warm / already cooled off

touching things with his bare hands - well..the brief time he spent as an assasin did kind of Mess him Up a Lot. esp since a lot of the times it included choking / body fluids

parting with objects / throwing them out - he has autism and also he gets very attached to stuff... he gets sad whenever he has to throw something out because he thinks its cruel to throw soemthing out even when its no longer useful.. (tbh i think its some kind of empathy / understanding because 1. he sees himself as a tool of the system 2. he also feels like he will get discarded once he's useless)