#entry 58

(OC: Date [24-09-2016] Day[Saturday])

Dear diary…

It has been a long week trying to gather information from the tribe at Thunder Totem. Helping at the infirmary and seeing if there are medical supplies I could secure for the warband. I returned to the base to find we had moved out. Before I departed to follow them, I offered my aid in helping the Tauren secure their lost supplies. We departed the next day and only encountered some wildlife. Not much of an issue as all present were adept in dealing with wild animals. Once I returned I departed to locate the warband. I arrived at a place called Skycorn and followed them north.

I arrived to find them in the middle of a crisis with a local camp of Tauren who are fel tainted and Rassos being kidnapped. We managed to retrieve him before the warband left to a strange little Tauren village. The locals seemed… odd. But Ara’ni gathered up the warband to speak about the events I missed. It seems some poor choices were made from the leadership at the time. For example from what I heard, it didn’t make sense to why they charged into a place they were permitted to enter to search the day before. I don’t see why, as the shade suggested, they didn’t ask to have another look around. The Shade mentioned something to do with the inhabitants drinking demon blood. Something the elders of Thunder Totem have been made aware of. Everyone aside from a select through remained to discuss matters further. I expressed my curiosity to the point where the Magister spoke to my mind to ask me to stop. I am unsure of his reasons for it, but there would be one for why he spoke to my mind instead of speaking verbally.

Later Ten’ji irritated me by trying to pass his failures onto the Magister. Saying that he was the one who put him where he is so all the things Ten’ji did wrong were because the Magister did this to begin with. If Ara’ni had not said anything to this I would have. He was not Sylvarys’s puppet. And if he was, he wouldn’t be a failure. Blaming your own failures on somebody else is disgraceful. And blaming them on the Magister is just insulting. He came down and was rightfully angry. He expressed his thoughts as he had every right to. He was very annoyed and made the challenge to fight somebody. I didn’t want to let this happen. Not in his current state. I would have offered to fight him myself if it would have come to it. I trust he would do no permanent harm to me. But Azra came along and he let off his frustration on her. There would be no worry on him harming her either. They are close and have known each other for a long time. Another reason the Magister was angry was that in Ten’ji’s actions, he brought shame onto her as well. Sylvarys and Azra had their fight. The Magister was still angry, as to be expected. But at least he didn’t seem like he was going to explode at any moment. Everyone seems to be curious about the relationship me and the Magister share. Ten’ji commented on it in an insulting way a few days prior and I overheard Azra ask about me. From what I heard he avoided the question and used Rassos going to spar as a reason to change topic. It seems he wants to keep what we have between us. I noticed he changed his hair again. It must be the style of Dalaran at the moment to change your hair once a week. I wanted to humor him with this but his mood would have made it inappropriate. Maybe another time.

He departed asking me to watch and make sure nobody spared. As people seem to be raring to do so at the moment. Now is not the time for that. Instead I decided to take a seat and start writing this. However I found Grualarr had noticed some separation amongst us. He went to speak to Gurgosh and Rak’raz who made themselves distant. I continued to write until Azra sat down. Since her arrival I had expected trouble or an issue. But I received none. I thought about that and the issues of the past and realized they were that. I decided that if she was going to stay around, I couldn’t have the issues from the past linger. So I told her I would be willing to put that aside and get along. She seems to feel the same. Another reason for this is Sylvarys respects her deeply. I don’t want issues with people. I don’t have time for that. If she wishes to get along then I am willing to do the same.

Ten’ji departed from the warband. He left shortly after the meeting was through. His sister seems to have disowned him also. I wished him well on his travels. Though it is none of my business to question why. That seems like a family matter or personal issues.

Graularr came back from his conversation and told me their issue was with the Magister. As was to be expected. Rak’raz started to test his patience again today. He won’t keep his rank if he keeps doing this. And I have already warned him before. He and Gurgosh returned and Graularr spoke of his research into our culture. Aside from a few poor phrasings he did not do a bad job and recounting our history. The group then spoke more but I wasn’t wholly focused on what they were saying. I heard a few things but mostly it was just chatter.

Azra asked about me and the Magister just now. It is not something I wanted to talk about in front of the warband. And with Sylvarys avoid the topic I thought I would do the same. Well. Regardless it still wouldn’t be something I wished to just casually talk about.  

 I am furious. Troll or not it is unacceptable for her to grab me like that! How rude! How disrespectful!  She cannot do that again. I hope my warning will be enough to stop her from doing such an act again. I … am speechless. I should go rest. Urgh. What just happened was frustrating. I should have been quicker to stop it. But I need to rest. I tire after today and need a good nights sleep.

 Yours faithfully