#entry 3460

Today was a repeat of yesterday.

wake up to a nightmare of Johnny, fire a couple shots at the wall, sit up, think about my father as i’m changing my clothes (I don’t know why i still change anymore.), grab a can of beans and slowly eat them while I stare at the wall.

I think i’m slowly losing my mind down here (more than i was before.), it feels so slow in the bunker. Though having this device is making the time pass faster.

I often find myself looking at the weather forecast and wondering if it will ever update (which i know it won’t.) or on this app doing smash or pass polls. I think i’ve gotten pretty good at deciding what the best option is when it comes to destroying them.

I find it disturbing though with what people ask me. Like asking to “suck on it.”, don’t people have common decency anymore?