i just need somebody. someday to relate too about this science and writer/artist career decisions. i haven't met a person who lived these two lives and i feel so alone in my struggle. i want to get serious in both. i have dreams about a creative studios and science labs. the teamwork in the creative and science industries makes me so excited. yet i can't choose. i want to advance both skills. i dont want to put them to the sides. i want to create art and story something i can feel proud of while still wanting to learn about the beauties of the world and help others
i know im not alone. i just want to talk with someone living through this and not just someone who goes: "oh yeah do science for the money" when they havent described their expierences!
this anxiety has been ruining my social life! its ruining my brain! i just want help
