today i fucked with my eyelid and probably fucked everything up forever like an idiot trying to get the ingrown eyebrow hair thats been getting bigger and more noticeable and i tore off so much eyelid skin trying to get that fucker and using specific ingrown hair tweezers to dig in the pore to grab the hair but those didnt work well except for probably hitting a nerve or some shit but the best part is i don’t even think i got all of it and now my eyelid hurts so bad and i have this stupid bandaid on it that makes me look droopy eyed and stupid and it’s probably going to scar or get infected or whatever and basically i should kill myself.















