#enigmaticsam

He’s got a smile that it seems to me, Reminds me of childhood memories;

The mother said: “He has always been my four-year-old smiling, handsome boy; wearing his ‘I wuv hugz’ t-shirt, and with the brightest light shining in his eyes; his hands sticky from his favorite PB&J sandwich. He is the smell of my homemade apple pies, and I loved it when he fell asleep in my arms.” There was love in her eyes.

The father told me: “He is a son better than I could’ve asked for. He is the only reason I didn’t lose my mind when I lost my wife, and he is the reason his brother has grown up to be a man of knowledge. He is the reason my family didn’t fall apart. He has been my hunting companion for as long as I can remember. He has been the epitome of family, when I was a poor example of one.” There was pride in his smile.

The brother laughed and replied: “He’s more than just my elder brother. He’s the only family I’ve left. He is my home. He’s my first teacher, my first role model. He has taught me to look after myself, and has taken care of me when I wouldn’t. He has saved me too many times, and has forgotten to save himself just as much. He loves his family so fiercely, but somewhere along the way he forgot to love himself, burdened by the weight thrust upon his shoulders, and yet he keeps fighting. Sure, he can be an idiot sometimes, but I still love him. He is trustworthy, and the wisest and the bravest hunter I know.” There was hope in the way he talked, hope that one day this man would find a light at the end of this dark tunnel.

The angel refused to answer. He simply looked at me; blue eyes lined with sadness and a heaviness in the way he sighed. Then he spoke: “I could tell you how he reminds me of the leaves that fall in autumn, or the snowflakes that fly in winter. I could tell you that if he loved himself half as much as his family loves him, his heart would not be able to contain itself. If I started talking about the fire that burns within him, I won’t be able to stop. I might tell you about all the things I wish I could say to him, but can’t. People say I was the one who renewed his soul, but I still cannot believe that. Dean’s soul is too strong, and if I was able to bring him back, it was only because there was still a flicker of light in him that shone bright, even in hell; a light that shone like my north star, and welcomed me when I first laid a hand on him- he let me save him. I could tell you all this, and yet, it won’t be enough. I may be an angel, but it is beyond my power to describe him in words.”

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relationship status | single 😀

favorite colors | mustard yellow, dark orange, grey, mulberry, emerald green

pets | none now 😞 but someday, a dog and a cat

cats or dogs | dogs!! 🐶🐶

coke or pepsi | coke, preferably cherry

chapstick or lipstick | lipstick, lip stains, lip tints, I love them all 💄💄

last song I listened to | sound and vision by david bowie

favorite tv shows | supernatural, criminal minds, once upon a time, house, parks and rec

first fandom | harry potter I guess lol

hobbies | knitting, makeup, interior design, cooking

Here is the next round of members for the Visual Resources Network! I’m going to continue adding five people at a time, every week or so, so if you didn’t get in this time, don’t worry, there’s always next week!

@blissfulcastiel

@coltsandquills

@deanyw

@enigmaticsam

@stolenimpala

First, thank you! 

29: Do you think End!verse will happen? If so, are you looking forward to it?

No, I don’t. I just can’t see Sam saying yes to Lucifer again, not after 11.10 at least. I fully believe that the brothers will find a way to save Cas without having to go that far to get Lucifer out. I could see end!verse happening with Casifer, but not with Sam as Lucifer’s vessel.

43: Have you ever made a Supernatural reference out loud and received strange looks from some of the people surrounding you?

YES, with my family a lot of times and I get very disappointed because my sister even watch’s it and she only gets my ref’s half the time. I have a habit of whenever I drive and someone tries to change the station to whack their hand and say, “Driver picks the music, shotgun shuts their piehole.” and my sister always reply’s, ‘jerk.’ Thankfully they get it now, but I’ll never forget the first time I said it to my dad and he had the perfect ‘what the hell?’ look on his face 

55: How long would you survive as a hunter?

I’d like to think I’d last a long time, (doesn’t everyone?) I know how to wield a gun, a sword, a knife and I can lie pretty well, but I know very little about martial arts (besides the normal - punching, kicks) so if I lost my weapon during the fight I’d be pretty hard pressed to make it. 

58: Have you ever participated in GISHWHES?

No, I haven’t. I’m hoping to do it next year though.