we don’t talk about the sex like when we were “dating”
i think you fear if we did, i might ponder too much and
you’d lose me.
of course, yeah, if i do think too much about it maybe
you will lose me.
but probably not because you’re one of the people who
can make me feel pretty
remind me i have not fucked up too bad.
it’s hard to be a person and
sometimes i don’t want any others around but
you make me want toÂ
remember myself so
thank you and
i am working on it.











