Thank you for the messages and the replies and then the ones who reblogged and liked the  liveblogging posts and all the fuckery that went on tonight, for making this evening so much fun, all things considered.

Initially I was going to stay offline today, because I thought I should actually be sad, but you know what? I'm not gonna say he wouldn't want me to do that, because I didn't know him well enough to say what he'd want, but I know it doesn't make him any less dead if I sit and cry all day or if I try to get through this without being swallowed by depressive thoughts.

I did cry already and it did help, because earlier for some reason I couldn't cry and I was actually close to being in physical pain, because I had this sort of weird feeling in my chest, like my heart was going to explode or something, but yeah, sobbing in the shower like a little bitch made me feel slightly better.

omg why is everyone so nice to me today askjsfdfldh i don't deserve this

I don't have a favourite favourite band if that makes sense - I like loads of different types of music. Depends on my mood. I do love Ed Sheeran at the moment.

Favourite drink is, and will forever be, a nice cup of tea :)

Can I go with all of them?

maybe they noticed that they are very loud XDD

yes, i hope they don't fight like that anymore