#endgame notes

Yoshiki really does appreciate Hirashi surprisingly enough! Despite any initial ill intent he had towards the pianist, he feels proud of himself that he was able to start taking steps towards being more extroverted again and Hirashi just happened to be a helpful stepping stone in his quest! It really shocked him that Hirashi even decided to accept his apology, so Yoshiki kind of feels like he’s in his debt.

Yoshiki, still on the regret train however, feels like him just doing a backflip and giving tea to Hirashi wasn’t enough in hindsight, and that’s mostly because Yoshiki is exaggerating their exchange. He feels terrible thinking that he’s dead and he essentially thanked him by abandoning him?

Yoshiki feels a lot of regret concerning Hana! He’s fine with how their relationship ended in the dead blog aka they talked once after reuniting and then everything just remained neutral, though he does feel like he should have talked to her a lot more. He enjoyed talking to her, and he basically thinks that it was his own fault for becoming more withdrawn and distant from others that he could never really do much other than be a pissbaby over her death!

He views her as one of the best friends he made even though they talked very little, and that’s mostly attributed to the fact that he thinks she changed his perspective. It was mostly the fact that since she was a robot that was able to emote and made him feel any kind of emotion for her, his eyes kind of opened! He was always a man more so leaning towards passion and kind of blindly believed everything his conductor had taught him, but if a robot aka a machine could do the same thing he could, then maybe he should open his horizons and be more willing to experience things first? Sure, he was reckless, but this helped him more in the logistics area. He became a little more hesitant concerning the mind though, which he is kind of disappointed in himself for, but he would never blame Hana for it -_>-