#emptyaf

i feel so empty now that i finished bewentzed. what do i do now? fall into the abyss? let the void consume me?

i need a remedy how beautiful it is when someone is able to say "you're my remedy" when i have no one to be my remedy

Silly me for caring

Sometimes I get on IG, Facebook, Twitter and I see pics and comments and statuses about females and their daughter’s. …well not saying im not happy with My Mini Me…but I damn sure miss my baby girl….she was 19 weeks in…and I decided to give up on her to the Lord, thinking it was the right thing to do. But shit I feel empty as a motherfucker. I hate it…I cry at night…but its in the past and I cant change it. This decision is the ONLY thing ive ever regretted. ..It may sound bad but I want another child…its like once you have one, you want another to accompany the one you got…Idk if im feeling this way cuz she’s gone or if I really want another child..Sometimes I feel like my son needs a little brother or sister...idk I need sleep >_>