I used to claim you never loved me, that I was an object for you to use. I used to claim you only knew how to hurt, but in reality you were just a fuse, ready to be burned by anyone strong enough to hold a match. you never meant for your I love you's to be daggers to me now, you never wanted my strength and resolve, to come from the pain you gave me. you said you cried for days when you left me. I cried for months. my pain was always intertwined with yours. I think about you from time to time, how you're doing, how you are.. if your new best friend knows she shouldn't stay too far. the date is coming up, it'll be a year soon, since I saw that face staring at me from across the desk, and those eyes so full of sadness and hurt. I had always hoped we'd clean up our mess. but our paths have taken us further away, and sometimes I fear I'll never see you again. but these fears are small, and I am content with them, but if you are reading this, and if by chance, one day you remember me, and read my writings again... talk to me. I may be wanting to hear from you. (by Robyn Garcia) just another empty poem for a person who will never read them