That overwhelming crushing sadness when something reminds you
I am everybody's friend
And no ones best friend
No ones first choice or favourite person
No ones go to
I don't have a single person I message every day
No one immediately thinks of me when they want to tell someone something
I'm just sat there waiting on the sidelines
Like in pe when you stand there hoping to be picked for a team and your heart sinks as less people are left waiting around you
But every day
With every person















