#emotionalnet

i mADE A MEME BEAUTY BLOG I”M SOrRY FOR FAILING YOU ALL

how would you guys feel if i made a little support/beauty blog???

i can feel rage in my sinuses, boiling right behind my eyes. the tears bubble upwards, and my skin begins to fry. sadness dwells deep in my forearms, pulling me in towards the earth. it's not as heavy as depression, to which it's given birth. the fear screams into my headspace, my thoughts racing to and fro. it swallows all good feelings, as my face will surely show. jealousy eats at my eardrums, insecurity to test. i thought the world would love me better, i thought that i had loved it best. discomfort disagrees with me, always tearing at my chest. bile piles at my feet, my stomach is crawling free. i feel this pain so potently, that happiness is strange to me. the joy makes me want to fly, yes, but i'll never leave the ground. for i know that when i'm falling, it will make me want to die.

i made a steven universe blog.