#emomakeup

Getting emo 'cause there's only 3 days left until Holy Water Hurts is out!

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Being around me wont cause any good, I will destroy myself and I can destroy you too~

yo, I have GREAT NEWS! Im doing way better :> Im almost fine rn, I had another blood test and I got from 1900something to 775u/i of creatine kinase, its still quite a lot above norm [which is up to 195u/i] but its not so worrying anymore ;p I still have some headache tho right now I feel like its caused by a lot of stress I had, you know, not knowing whats wrong and feeling like dying isnt too optimistic thing ;p but it seems like I FINALLY moving forward >XD now I gonna be super careful to not get sick AGAIN

btw, you will see some more of my selfies, both old and new cause since I got sick I started working more on editing photos cause I always enjoy to polish my skills ;p my main focus is cool levels, curves, colors and filters; some will also have some edgy or horror look. Im slightly testing photoshopping face tho I dont want look like not me ;p I definitely will make some pieces which will turn me into some monster or creep but I will also have more artistic/aesthetic ones. Not gonna lie, I use my old photos but many of photos I gonna use werent touched to this day >XD also, you can see its quite old photo cause I dont have my snakebites here ;p

anyway, I hope to be back now, you dont know how badly I miss making and posting arts ;-; ALSO! My shadow doberman art got Daily Deviation award on DeviantArt :>

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto

Haunted by darkness, blessed by the night

Few steps from death, nevertheless alive

Pain and sorrow, but there is still tomorrow

Ma look from New Year’s eve :> we had lil party in our flat and that was so much fun ^^ I wanted to enter new year looking and feeling like my best self :3 I still hope I can make this year to be great, so far my health is destroying my plans but Im not giving up and I keep trying ^^

I must say Im making slow progress, I was able to work on some art stuff, I cleaned my flat a bit, I guess lately I have more positive thoughts and more hope and motivation :> so I guess there are chances it wont be that bad~

Im in quite a lot of pain and exhausted but its not that bad it would stop me from doing anything ;p when Im able to get up from bed and do at least small tasks - I gonna do it ^^ Im a bit upset cause I have almost all clips I need for new video for YT but beside this I did nothing for it ^^; would be cool to actually post stuff ;p anyway, I will try do some things today and hopefully I will finish something >.>

wanna support my evil dark empire? Im accepting souls on Patreon and Ko-fi! -> Hekkoto