#emoemohan

i didn't go to school for so many reasons or excuses rather.

Derp. Yea. bodypain.headache.heartache. </33333333

i'm so exhausted in every thing. I have no life, but don't tell me to get a life. i just don't have social life and EVRYTHINGGGG. nakakabobo tong TAON kong to. 

So kailangan madami akong pagdaanan ngayon? Hindi ba pwedeng sa 2013 muna? HAHA. shet. Why do i need to have this fucking problems!? Challenges? Trials? wtf! i'm too young for those. -______________-

Like i do not even know what's the true meaning of LOVE!?

i'm too innocent for the so called "making love" or should i say sex. 

I'm too ignorant for they're terms about "malilibog things" and i don't even know what i'm talking about? i don't know the true meaning of "malibog" TANGINA! =))

AYOKO NA KASI E. pagod na pagod na pagod na pagod na pagod na ako. LECHE.

paminsan parang ayaw ko na talagang magising. Yung tipong sa gabi pag nkatulog kana, na realize mo patay ka na pala. At hindi mo alam kung saan ka lulugar. sa Heaven o sa Hell. kasi alam mo sa sarili mong andami mong kasalanan at nagawang kabutihan. OHA. AY! HAHAHAHA. 

Shit, this problemsssss i'm having is killing me inside. YOU GET IT!? IT'S KILLING ME INSIDE! <////333 

I DON'T HAVE FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND ME.

MY PARENTS DON'T UNDERSTAND ME.

I DON'T HAVE EVRYTHINGGGG. ARE YOU HAPPY? HUH? I DON'T HAVE SOMEONE WHO WOULD CARE FOR ME, SOMEONE WHO WOULD UNDERSTAND ME, SOMEONE WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME, SOMEONE WHO I CAN LEAN ON, SOMEONE I CAN TALK TO IF I'M IRRITATED WITH SOMETHING OR SOMEONE, IF I'M UNHAPPY, IF I'M EMPTY, LONELY, UNWANTED. 

I DON'T HAVE SOMEONE WHO WOULD LOVE ME AS I AM. 

I AM SO FED UP IN EVRYTHING.

#dyinggghere.

`o God please help me :/