#emeto stuff

There's a hot flash spreading on my chest, my face, I am looking down at her kneeling between my legs, my hand moves down to hold his jaw, I moan, trying to make it sound at least a little bit sympathetic.

"It's starting to hurt, huh?"

He can't answer me proper, mouth occupied by the strap she's sucking. There's spit running down her mouth, I can feel it on my hand where I'm holding him.

"Good... Fuck, you should see yourself. Slut."

His eyes roll back. He's into it. For now. I can hear her try to whine.

Something inside of me snaps. My hand moves, pushing into his bleached hair, holding onto it, gripping it and forcing her further down while I roll my hips, I can feel his nose against my pubic bone, I have no idea if that hurt him, how hard that just was, I can't find it in me to care when I hear him gag, choke, when she's trying to tap out but I just keep fucking his throat, a low sound coming from somewhere deep inside my chest.

I wanna tell him to hold still, take it, that I'm sorry, that I can't stop I need her I need this

But I can't, just keep rutting into his face like my life depends on it, hearing him choke on it, see the fear in her eyes, mixed with something else, something that resembles lust. need.

alternative (emeto) addition

She's choking, gagging, trying to tap out while I keep fucking into him, can feel his muscles spasm, I pull back just a little bit when her body doesn't take the abuse anymore and he has to throw up. That's okay. He can take it.

- Slow burn sickies who feel queasy for long periods of time and then, snap, they’re about to puke and it’s coming up their throat

- Sickies who groan and grumble, trying to tense their stomach muscles to force it on because they feel so damn awful

- Sickies who have like 0.5 seconds of nausea before they’re frantically searching for somewhere to spew into. 

2 desperation and weakness that comes from the vomiting itself, as it’s like the ultimate of being so unwell the person can’t control it anymore. But as for vomit itself, on it’s own, alcohol related, induced or just no build up whatsoever, does nothing at all for me and to be honest I am pretty turned off by just seeing a puddle of sick on it’s own. I’m just confused, maybe im not as emetophillic as I first thought? Although I do love emeto content but only when accompanied by other illness * 3 symptoms and care taking and vulnerability. Also I’m emetophobic, which seems to be surprisingly common amongst us. Sorry if this is too personal or weird, just would be interesting to chat about. I know it’s completely fine to be into whatever floats your boat, but I just wondered if there are others who feel like me on the whole illness fetish thing, or if it is actually a thing that I just haven’t discovered yet! Sorry!

So, this isn’t a strange situation at all nonny! I think (and I can’t speak for everyone, but I know from those I’ve interacted with) for a lot of us in this community and who are into emeto in some format, that it is the hurt/comfort aspect - the caretaking and the looking after, the affection or the need for affection - that is what they’re most drawn to... Yeah, there are subsets of people who have particular aspects that they then focus in on (things that people dig, whether that be whump/sneeze/puke/blood/etc,etc), but I think it mainly comes down to a loss of control, a need for someone being looked after, and the link which comes between the illness and that need. 

Also, I think there’s a lot of us here that are emetophobic in real life (like fiction and online don’t necessary count 😂), but like the thought of actually being ill personally freaks the fuck out of me (and while I can get on board if it’s actually happening because there’s nowt the fuck I can do if my body’s rebelling and someone might as well get something out of it).