#em updates

ELIO IS NOW OUT ON STREAMING PLATFORMS

not sure if anyone has noticed that I’ve kind of disappeared over the past week. Recently I’ve not been feeling too well, I feel like how I did towards the end of last year and back to square one. My anxiety is all over the place and I feel like i have no control, I feel lost and alone.

For the longest time this blog felt like a Riverdale one with stuff on the side but now I don’t know what it is anymore. I no longer watch Riverdale (honestly for my sanity at this point) and therefore I don’t really feel like writing for it unless it’s my OCs. I’m having an identity crisis because of it. I don’t really know what to write anymore.

I’m not ready to come back yet but I just wanted to give an update and apologise for disappearing.

Keith brings Lance to Brooklyn to find his heart, they definitely aren’t flirting through emails, and Shiro has a plan.

Pairing: Keith/Lance

Rating: Mature

Word Count: 7,500 (this chapter)

"What? You didn't know you had a–oh," Lance stops, realizing Keith must have felt exposed, thinking the entire train had to have caught sight of his too-big teeth at some point.

"Hey, hey it's okay," Lance says quietly, trying to soothe him. It's a funny thought he has, but Keith looks like he just wants to shrink away from the world, so he follows his instinct. Lance unzips his jacket and with one arm he gently, carefully moves Keith closer to his body.

"It's okay, nobody is looking, and fuck 'em if they are," Lance tries again to soothe and he gets Keith close enough that he can zip his jacket back up, with Keith hiding inside.

"Mmmph," Keith says, but doesn't make a move to pull away or stop Lance. The edges of his sunglasses press against Lance's chest as he buries his head there. "Are you taller?"

"Pre-moon, yeah," Lance says, watching the panic finally start to wane away from Keith's body and posture. "My limbs get longer, I get fuzzier and I crave raw meat like no one's business. I seriously had to stop myself from licking everything in that freezer like a meat-lolly. The struggle was real, Keith."

“due to the current state of my health and wellbeing, I have made the very difficult decision to cancel Tomato! Tomato! Tomato! the tour. If you bought tickets you will receive a full refund (the venues will reach out on monday)

I am so sorry to disappoint, especially to my international/europe fans. I never thought i would cancel an entire tour before it starts, but the reality is that i haven't been okay for some time and being away from home for months out of the year takes a big toll on me every time.

touring is one of the most special yet physically/ mentally taxing things i have ever taken on, and these past few weeks have consisted of daily panic attacks and breakdowns, migraines, and full body muscle pain, so the idea of not being able to continue my healthcare plan and therapy till im back from tour is daunting. I love being on the road and singing with you guys each night, but I can't confidently take on another tour until i get my health sorted out. The rate I've been going at for a while isn't sustainable for me, and i want to be around with you guys for a long time.

I hope you guys understand, and i understand if you are sad or disappointed, whatever you feel is valid and Thope you still get dressed up in whatever you were planning on wearing to the show and make a night of it much love, and again i am so so sorry.