Dropping him off for school!

Hi, hope you feel better soon!

Hmmmm obsessive fascination...tbh it's been hopping pretty quickly recently, it won't stick and get very obsessive. Guess I really do have to be normal about things smh.

Recently I'd been thinking about Elsyin (yippee name drop! Rhyin's mom has a name!!!) and her tragedy. Swirling around the idea of her getting rescued from a bad situation and healing from it and growing to be stronger. And then finding herself back in that hard place, but now she can fight back better. Watching your loved one change and you're trying your best to call them back, you're messing up too, but they're rejecting you. Maybe the story would have been happier if she'd run away, but she's not running away like last time. How short a time she had with our characters, but the impact she had on them. Things are okay later on because of what she set in place. How long she spent with Tehvlar, and yet when she's gone does he ever mourn her? Was the love real, why wasn't it enough? (spoiler: it was. he just denied it)