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It was magical. It was almost perfect. It brought me to a different kind of high. It made me feel alive.

But then...

It was all just a dream. A dream that faded slowly each second that passes by upon waking up and opening these darn eyes.

If only...

I could go back and savor each moment I was there. When we were still able to see the stars. When your smile mirrored mine. And my smile mirrored yours.

But, no...

'Cause now, I'm wide awake. I now know the truth. I can now see which is real and which is fake.

But, still...

I understand. 'Cause at least it taught me something. I got to know myself better. Now...

I know my heart is stronger and my mind is better... :)

And, hey!

I can still love you... Still with the same amount, but just on a different level. :)

Ordinary Day, Vanessa Carlton

Just a day, Just an ordinary day.

Just trying to get by.

Just a boy, Just an ordinary boy.

But he was looking to the sky.

  And as he asked if I would come along

I started to realize

That every day he finds

Just what he's looking for,

Like a shooting star he shines.

  He said take my hand,

Live while you can

Don't you see your dreams lie right in the palm of your hand?

  And as he spoke, he spoke ordinary words

Although they did not feel

For I felt what I had not felt before

And you'd swear those words could heal.

  And as I looked up into those eyes

His vision borrows mine.

And I know he's no stranger,

For I feel I've held him for all of time.

  Please come with me,

See what I see.

Touch the stars for time will not flee.

Time will not flee.

Can you see?

  Just a dream, just an ordinary dream.

As I wake in bed

And the boy, that ordinary boy

Or was it all in my head?

Did he asked if I would come along

It all seemed so real.

But as I looked to the door,

I wanna tell you baby, that you're the one I'm thinking of

But your heart is still with her and I think she's the one that you love

I only want you happy even if it's not with me

And maybe one day you'll open up your eyes and you'll see

I think I'm falling, maybe I'm falling for you

Yeah I think I'm falling, baby I'm falling for you

From the first time you laid your lips on mine

It feels like the smile on my face will last 'til the end of time

But I'm not so sure if you're the one that I should pursue

My mind tells me no but my heart only says that it's you

Only time will tell, the mystery has yet to unfold