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Yes, what was she doing with her life? She had a husband and kids... but was unhappy. Affairs were big nowadays, and never had she expected herself to do such a thing. But as hard as it was to admit, William was not just a fuck. Being with him, it made her feel happy, the lost feeling that drained her since her dancing incident... right before it all started. One wrong turn and life spiraled. But, she put on a smiling face, trying to make a living out of herself. Listening to the boy, the blonde shakes her head, averting her eyes. Just looking at him brings back the times they spent together.
Lips agape, but closed quickly. Nothing made sense... whyâd she do it to begin with? After a moment, she finally responded, her heart thumping rapidly in her chest. âSweetheart, no, no--- you deserve someone better than I. You canât keep thinking about me. Y-you canât, itâs not going to work out and you know that.â Oh, how she wished that wasnât true. âFind yourself a girlfriend your age or something; Iâm no good for you. And you have to stop loving me, because even though I do too, I canât.â Thatâd been the first time she was closing to saying the âLâ word, as sheâd only had said it to her husband, but it meant more now. It just left her in worse confusion and surprise. âI canât love you back, William.â His name left out easily from her lips, herself backing up against the wall, slight teary eyes finally glanced up to see what his reaction would be.Â













