#ellenlangforededit

When I was a teenager, my mom died. That's the thing I can't get over. I am so sorry. Thanks. She came from a beautiful little town, just like this one. And I could never bring myself to go back. Just- scared. Once she was gone, I just... I started living life as if nothing else mattered because, at the time, the way I felt, nothing did. But these past few days, you- You've taught me that some things really do matter.