#elle.exe

Am I ghosting a boy who likes me because I’m scared of repeating my past relationships?

Am i taking a self care Four years by cutting everybody who I thought was my friend but in a wider perspective we have nothing in common and only ever talk about said boy that I’m ghosting?

The man is an enigma. His character is so complex and his personality shifts slightly with every moment cause it’s basically like he’s learning to become human again and I’m used to writing characters who can be witty and snarky and cheerful and fluffy

But when you look at Bucky, you see a soft, quiet man

And lads, I don’t know how to handle that

Seriously

I don’t have a schedule and most of the asks in my inbox are ancient and I can’t write for more than 5 minutes because my inspiration comes and goes like the tide