#elhd

* shiver in my arms baby i’ll keep you warm: is it okay if i give a prompt of parent au like after jongin and kyungsoo had sex for the first time one of them said ‘let’s get married and adopt children’ and the other one just laughed at it but actually it’s kind of a real question…

* so promise me (forever):  heyyy! i’m the one who asked about kaisoo proposal. and yes! i meant it in relation to parents!au. :D

* self-shackling: please write jongin being overly possessive over kyungsoo for the parents au PLEASE AUTHORNIM I LOVE THAT VERSE SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU ^O^

we go together like - : parents!au kaisoo first date after jongin proposes and they start calling each other husband / other mushy as hell names HAHAHAH

with shaking hands: leaving a prompt for ur kaisoo!parents au!! how about the backstory with jongin and kyungsoo’s parents (or is it just his mom?) i rmb reading in one of the drabbles (i think it was with the ‘jongin learning how to braid hair’ one) jongin saying “now ur mother wont hate me anymore” or something :D

* all of me (loves all of you, forever): what about a parents!au about their wedding day and baekhyun as the wedding planner where he fusses about everything and kaisoo’s like ‘chill bro..we’re the ones getting married not you’…sorry if this is too much to ask..hehe

like a nervous heart: Can you make a fic or drabble whee kyungsoo get possesive and jealous because everybody is watching his husband jongin ?

i’m singin’ 1 4 3: married kaisoo prompt where jongin goes on a business trip and kyungsoo has had a shitty day on his own and jongin calls to find his husband in tears and frustrated (this one actually happens somewhere in the middle of once upon a time, they wrote)

* once upon a time, they wrote: its abt when jongin and kyungsoo had their first daughter. it must be cute and touching ;u;

when i’m in this dream: hey~ can u write a kaisoo where they are parents hehehe

* all along: how about soojung’s adoption story?

* strictly business:  is it possible to make kaisoo pair up for a business? like kyungsoo have to design something and jongin is the accountant for that client or smth and kyungsoo was shocked when he first saw his husband and they get to spend alittle more time tgt

to the beat of her drums: parents au where kaisoo is currently in an intense make-out session like super intense but then one of their daughters disturbed them (can be anytime of day actually lmao)

just hold on: parents!au prompt: what about kaisoo grocery shopping with the girls and they’re making it rly hard like destroying everything in sight and running away :3 bonus points if an ahjumma walks up to them and ask if this toddler belongs to them after she runs away ^^ I’m sorry this is so long ily xo

teach me your ways, master: parents!kaisoo with jongin learning how to braid his daughters’ hair for them and kyungsoo laughing at him lol

beauty on the beast:  parents!kaisoo. kyungsoo was busy with work, so jongin instead had to stay with their daughters. when kyungsoo went home, he came home to his daughters watching some barbie/disney princess movie on tv with jongin. jongin had make up on and his hair was messily tied & full of colorful clips

* revisitation: hi~ :) you’re parents!au fics are just so great and fluffy and adorable and wonderful and yeah, i love them (and i love you for writing them) so, i have a prompt for you: jongin teaching one of the girls (or all three of them) how to dance? pretty please~ o3o

like watching the sun rise: maybe i am a little bit of a sadist but i want to see parents!kaisoo having a tiff. their daughter(s) may or may not overhear it. but i am not that much of a sadist so maybe they make up or something. hihihihihihiiiiiii. 8)

strings in colour, strings of you: hi emma ^^ I have a little prompt for you~ how about kaisoo taking the girls to the carnival for the first time ^~^ I hope you have the loveliest of days!

twist and lock: how about jongin getting too immersed in the whole hair braiding business :»»

between sheets: parents!au where the kids disturb daddy and papa’s alone time ~

honesty (and how cruel it is): parents!au prompt :)) - one of the girls say “When I grow up, I want to marry Uncle Baekhyun! Because etc. etc!” and then queue Kaisoo’s reaction. (but lol if Baekhyun is with them and Kyungsoo doesn’t react positively haha) (also if either one of them says “What about daddy/papa?” & gets rejected)

* train tracks:  I love your kaisoo parents!au <3 if you could, please write about everyone falling sick one after the other, until one parent is left running around taking care of everyone. And then when he falls sick, everyone gets to spoil him. Thank you!! :)) + parents au where the girls take turns to care for either a sick jongin or kyungsoo because the other one is busy with work

and smile for me: prompt for you E - kaisoo sending their kid to school and she is embarrassed because she has two dads

* so i did it myself: can i request a prompt for parents!au where kaisoo breaks to their children about their adoption because apparently not all of them understand that concept- being surrounded by children with parents of both genders?

best friend: parents au - the girls want a pet poodle, or two, maybe even three ;) (because jongin in real life lighting up after seeing his dogs is heartwarming)

goodbye to our yesterdays: parents au - kaisoo with their girls moving into a new home after many years living in it

eye of the tiger:  ALSO KYUNGSOO PLAYFULLY KICKS THEM SOMETIMES but one of them learns hapkido from uncle baekhyun lmao so kyungsoo doesn’t play with her v often hehe

but nobody’s home: kaisoo and family go to new york for a vacation and the kids got lost & separated

patience, child: wondering if you can write a parents au where one of the girls wants to go on a really expensive school trip and kaisoo has to break it to her that money’s a little bit tight because 3 girls or some reason? thanks emma! :D

save me from myself: kyungsoo’s out of the country for a few days and jongin gets a call from the school that their daughter is sick. hilarity ensues as he tries to figure out how a thermometer works and how one is supposed to cook chicken soup.

wrapped around your little finger: kaisoo are arguing about something small and one of the girls comes in and goes like “you two are being stupid, i demand you to kiss and make up”

on the other side of a street i knew:  their children are slightly bigger now and kyungsoo still grabs hold of their hands when they cross the roads together much to the embarrassment of the girls bc “dad!!! i can cross the road by myself thanks!” :3

+ * lost in the crowd (found by your side): random woman tries to flirt with jongin and soo doesnt think much about it cause he trusts jongin but the girls get angry and glares at woman? + prompt for your parents!au-- one of the girls' teachers start flirting with either kyungsoo or jongin at a parents' teachers meet because she didn't rly know abt kaisoo being a couple or smth and girl gets super defensive like STOP FLIRTING WITH MY FATHER

* bundled up in warmth (bundled up in love): parents!au : Luna’s classmates are mocking her/ bullying/outcasting her for her tan skin. They also called her ugly too because of her skin tone. Then come Jongin to the rescue because he had once been in her shoes too.

additional: parents!kaisoo prompt for you - one of the kids did very badly for her exams and kyungsoo flips out while jongin sits her down and talks to her.

* not quite yours and not quite mine:  a prompt for your parents!kaisoo: the kids cooking for their parents’ birthdays (since they’re one day after another) and trying not to burn the kitchen down~

no, thank you: parents!kaisoo dealing and facing their daughters “girl problems” (aka periods and such).

* spreading your wings (except… not really): kaisoo at a pharmacy with the girls buying the girls’ necessities and arguing over which brand of pad is better and the girls getting embarrassed

we’re going down swinging: another prompt :3 kaisoo finding out about their child’s boyfriend hehehehe

* meet the parents: PARENTS!AU PROMPT! ONEW/SEHUN/ONE OF THE GIRLS’ BOYFRAN COMES OVER FOR DINNER ONE DAY PLSPLSPLSPLS EMMA PLS

hit that high: pls make parents!au prompt about sunyoung and kyungsoo singing huhu because it’s so precious ;;;A;;; thank you so much D:

hashtag (this is what it feels like): kaisoo finding one of the girls’ twitter accounts and realising she’s having some problems and sounds really sad

+ * pressed between: parents au kaisoo stumbling upon one of the girls' diaries and reading about her frustrations over something (even though THEY SHOULDN'T READ THE DIARY LMAO)

* lessons from my father:  hey em, got a parents!au prompt for you U TOTALLY DA MAN ㄟ(￣▽￣ㄟ) + I hate your parents au sfm because I always get feels from it. Gah if only we have a Jongin in our lives ;; /sobs but here’s a prompt if you have time! Soojung-bonding with her parents? ^^ bec I always notice Sunyoung and Jinri but not so much Soojung :( thank you and I don’t rly hate u I love u♡

check yes, juliette: emma you need to write a kaisoo!parents dealing with angsty kid please

* theirs: haiiii can I request a kaisoo where they have been married for a long time and sometimes they don’t talk much but every night they don’t forget their good night kiss no matter how bad the fight etc etc

* press your smile to my skin: parents au prompt- kaisoo going on a holiday (just the two of them) and kyungsoo being paranoid about what his girls are up to. even though they’re not really doing anything. (maybe one of them throws a party??? much to the dismay of the other 2 sisters LOL)

* hold your tongue (and my hand in yours): parents au - one of the girls has a /huge/ fight with kaisoo and someone (either the girl or jongin or kyungsoo) says something very hurtful

stilling seconds: jongin being overprotective of his girls (parents!au)

* perfect (isn’t what i’d call you):  parents!kaisoo prompt: kaisoo having to deal with one of their daughters’ heartbreak over someone and advising her on r/s bla bla

* stand by you: dskjhfsj jongin taking the girls out for coffee or smth on a cold day and jinri walking in all jolly-ho before her eyes land on oh my god blonde hair gasp sehun and then jongin whips around like where which one must i beat make it happen pls

* back straight, smile strapped on: one of them gets a part-time job during the school hols and kaisoo pays her a visit to see her getting yelled by a very nasty customer

when i say jump: Also would like to request that you fill a prompt: parents!kaisoo celebrating one of their children’s birthdays and they get her boyfriend to stand in for the surprise

until the morning sun: parents!kaisoo giving support to their oldest daughter for her college entrance exams

+ * through the crayoned clouds: Parents!au where their eldest daughter is independent causing them to sometime think that she's capable of handling matter on her own and later she feels like she is being neglected.

safe (when you’re with me): another parents!kaisoo prompt: one of the girls have a late-night out and she gets lost in the city; tries to call one of her sisters to help her but ends up having kaisoo to pick her up anyway

+ * lines in the sky: one of the girls' got really frustrated with something/someone and accidentally swore in front of kaisoo

extras // things people ask me

#1 | who is the more likeable/loveable parent?

#2 | who is the most difficult child?

#3 | how do other children view kaisoo’s family structure?

#4 | does kyungsoo ever understand why jongin is pissed at him?

#5 | what does kaisoo like to do when they’re not dealing with the kids?

#6 | will kaisoo ever have grandchildren?

#7 | easiest & hardest thing about writing this au?

#8 | how do kyungsoo and jongin differ when disciplining their children?

#9 | would kaisoo ever break up?

#10 #11 | kaisoo characterisations

#12 | what are the kids’ sexual orientations?

#13 | of the girls, who’s a picky eater?

#14 | how did they get jinri & soojung?

#15 | why did i choose three daughters?

#16 | which of the girls is a daddy’s/papa’s girl?

#17 | do the girls ever get jealous because they think kaisoo gives the others more attention?

#18 | who is jongdae with?

Kyungsoo frowns at him. ‘I don’t like being manhandled,’ he says, and his expression is so serious and so disgruntled, Jongin’s almost overcome with the urge to smother his boyfriend with kisses - but he knows the elder wouldn’t like that. He’s always been quick to point out that he’s a whole year and two days older than Jongin, and the younger had better know to treat him as such.

And I can’t sweep you off of your feet

Still, with Kyungsoo in his arms, looking so dissatisfied and tired, Jongin can’t help but push the thought out of his head, along with the various threats Kyungsoo’s made for every time he’d done the exact same thing in the past.

Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love

‘Dance with me,’ says Jongin, softly, as if wary that the air between them would try to steal the words away before they reached Kyungsoo’s ears. He lays his hand across the small of Kyungsoo’s back, bites down on his lower lip, looks the elder in the eye.

Kyungsoo suddenly feels like the room’s grown much too hot, and he can feel pink climbing into his cheeks.

Will your eyes still smile from your cheeks

‘I’m sweaty,’

‘I don’t care.’

‘You’re sweaty.’

‘I know you don’t care,’

‘We don’t have anywhere to sleep tonight,’

‘Soo, please. Just. Dance with me.’

Well, me - I fall in love with you every single day

‘I can’t dance.’

‘I lead, you follow,’

‘I’m going to hurt us both.’

‘I trust you.’

Take me into your loving arms

They sway together, Kyungsoo’s head on Jongin’s chest, Jongin’s hand on Kyungsoo’s waist, under the bare light in their new living room. They’re both tired, limbs weighing heavy on every move, every turn, but Jongin manages to lead Kyungsoo through most of the song without incident.

People fall in love in mysterious ways - maybe it’s all part of a plan

‘I love you,’ whispers Jongin, the words getting lost in Kyungsoo’s hair.

I’ll just keep on making the same mistakes

Kyungsoo lifts his head up, frowns at Jongin, chin still pressed against his chest. ‘I’m already all gross from the furniture moving. Please do not pollute me further with your greasiness.’

Jongin doesn’t have to hear it to know what Kyungsoo’s thinking. I love you, too.

Kiss me under the light of a thousand stars

The end of the song draws near, and Jongin gently pushes Kyungsoo away, tries to turn him, intends to catch him back in his arms.

Oh, darling, place your head on my beating heart

It doesn’t work. Kyungsoo doesn’t know where to put his feet next, manages to get it caught under Jongin’s right, and then proceeds to lose his balance. When he falls he keeps Jongin’s fingers clasped between his own, and before they know it, Kyungsoo’s lying flat on his back on the floor, Jongin lying on top of him.

Kyungsoo stares at Jongin for a moment, before they both break out into a grin.

‘You are so bad at dancing.’

‘I told you so.’

I’m thinking out loud

Jongin dips his head down, hovers for a moment over Kyungsoo’s face before he lowers himself all the way, presses their lips together and lets himself enjoy the warmth of the man underneath him, lets himself savour the time he has with him.

When he pulls away, Kyungsoo’s eyes are softer, Jongin’s breathing is deeper, and there’s a feeling of general calm surrounding them, a warmth that’s grown so familiar over the past year, but one that still excites them both, all the same.

That maybe we found love right where we are

‘We’ll just get the bed done tomorrow,’ murmurs Kyungsoo, and Jongin nods. He lays his head down on Kyungsoo’s chest, feels his heartbeat against his ear, smiles at how it speeds up right after he kisses it.

This - him and Kyungsoo, just him and Kyungsoo - this is really all he needs.

He closes his eyes and drifts off to sleep.

This is how, three hours later, Jongin finds himself back in his old apartment building, four cardboard boxes in tow, determination steeling his jaw as he climbs the single flight of stairs he has to take to get to his unit. Every step weighs heavy on his heart and conscience, but he knows this is something he has to do.

He has to at least try getting over Kyungsoo.

The door to his unit swings open under trembling fingers and Jongin - he can’t bring himself to take the first step inside. It all looks the same, the couch with its back to the front door, the dining table set to fit six - but nothing really is the same anymore.

He used to call this place home, but now… Now it just wasn’t.

Not anymore.

He debates for a minute whether or not to take his shoes off, deciding not to when he thinks how nobody lives here anymore. Someone’s going to come in and wipe the place clean of anything he’s ever stained it with, of every memory, of every smile. Footprints are easier to get rid of, after all.

The apartment smells different, is the first thing Jongin notices. The air hangs stale in every room, no longer scented by hints of shampoo and detergent, traces of meals cooked past midnight. It’s all dissolved into the kind of smell that only sticks in abandoned rooms that nobody visits anymore, smatterings of a love burned out splattered across every wall.

Jongin is about to make his way to the bedroom - rip off the bandage as quickly as he can - when a voice just behind him stops him, and he almost drops everything he’s holding.

‘Jongin?’

Kyungsoo’s voice curling around the syllables of his name - it’s always been his favourite sound.

He turns around.

He knows he isn’t prepared to see Kyungsoo again, not draped against the background of their first home together, but he could never have foreseen the intensity of the burn in his heart when he sees what Kyungsoo’s holding in his hand.

It’s their wedding photo, glossy paper depicting a smiling Jongin with his arm around Kyungsoo’s waist, his head tilted to the side just enough to touch Kyungsoo’s.

They are silent for a long, long minute, the events of the past few years replaying in Jongin’s mind, all of them boiling down to screaming and shouting and words being thrown like daggers, of tears and more shouting and even more screaming. It had all, eventually, torn them apart, lead to the papers Kyungsoo had filed against Jongin, the ones with a foreboding black X in a box next to the words Dissolution of marriage.

Tears fall from Kyungsoo’s eyes, one by one, trailing down his cheek as he grips the frame so tight his knuckles turn white. Jongin reaches for it, his fingers trembling around the gilded frame. He traces the smiles on their faces with his eyes, remembering the day he’d promised himself to Kyungsoo, remembering the atmosphere of love and of hope that had lasted well into the night. It was a day of wonderful chaos, the kind Jongin never thought he would enjoy - but he had.

He loved every minute of it, because he knew, by the end of it, Kyungsoo would be his forever.

He almost laughs to himself.

Forever looks a lot shorter once you’re on the other side of it.

‘What happened, Kyungsoo?’ Jongin asks, surprising himself when his voice comes out broken and wet. ‘What happened to us? Why didn’t we work?’

Kyungsoo presses his lips together, tilts his head up to the ceiling to stop any more tears from falling. What’s done is done, he reminds himself, there isn’t any turning back now.

It takes all his willpower to look Jongin in the eye, and when he does, he struggles not to wipe the tears from his soon-to-be ex-husband’s face. The time for comfort, for trying to rekindle a spark on wet wood - it’s gone now.

They need to face reality, they need to heal.

‘We thought we loved each other enough,’ begins Kyungsoo, voice cracking midway through his sentence. He licks his lips. ‘But… We didn’t.’ he says, and the words come out so simply that Jongin can’t help but think there really isn’t any other explanation. The truth had been laid out in front of him for months, he was only just allowing himself to see it in its entirety now.

He nods, a little breath escaping him as he wipes the tears away from his eyes. Kyungsoo’s are dry now, too, and he knows - there really is no use standing there, crying about things they’ve tried to fix, but were unable to. They were a sandcastle fashioned by children’s fingers, impatience weaved into their very foundation.

The tide came in.

They didn’t stand a chance.

Jongin watches as Kyungsoo composes himself, throws one last, longing look at him before the latter picks up his own box of stuff. He makes his way to the front door, hesitating for a moment before he turns to say goodbye to Jongin, his voice a snipped greeting.

And he leaves, and Jongin is left alone in the shell of his old home, every memory etched into the plaster, every whispered word a mocking scream in his ear as he moves to start packing his things.

It’s only later, that Jongin notices.

Kyungsoo had his shoes on, too.

Kyungsoo sets his painting things down and gets up, settles next to his boyfriend wordlessly, takes his hands in his own. 'Baby?' he asks, softly, gently, pulling carefully at Jongin's heartstrings and hoping they don't snap. 'What's brought this on?'

'Nothing. Time. I don't know,' says Jongin, refusing to look Kyungsoo in the eye. His boyfriend's hands are warm around his own, and the concern in his voice sounds so real and Jongin - he just. He doesn't get it. 'You put up with everything I do, everything I say. You pick me up when I'm down and you're always patient with me, and I. I know I'm hard to handle, I know I'm not easy to love, but - but you do. You treat me like I'm something - you just. You do all those things for me, Kyungsoo, and I haven't given you anything back.'

Kyungsoo lets the silence that creeps between them settle for a while, lets it brush calming fingers over Jongin's chest, lets it put the right words in his mind. He gives Jongin's hands a gentle squeeze, quirks a corner of his lips up, and says, 'Hey. Hey, look at me,' like a wave in low tide - calm and in no way forceful, coaxing Jongin to look at him.

He does.

'I love you,' says Kyungsoo quietly, as if afraid the walls surrounding them would steal the words for their own. 'I love the way you wake up looking like you've just got run over by a ten-wheeler, the fact that your breath stinks when you kiss me first thing, the fact that you're messy, and uncontrolled, and you're my own taste of slightly organised chaos because I love everything about you, and I always have.'

Jongin licks his lips, heart slightly lighter, new butterflies hovering around it with every word Kyungsoo speaks. There's sincerity in his voice, mirrored by the glisten in his eyes, and Jongin thinks - Jongin thinks that maybe it's okay that he's imperfect, maybe it's okay that he feels this way sometimes, if only because it reminds him how lucky he is to have Kyungsoo in the first place.

'You love me?' he asks, scooting closer to Kyungsoo, pulling his hands away in favour of curling one under his boyfriend's chin. Kyungsoo's half-smile spreads until it's a small grin, and Jongin knows he's never seen anyone, anything as perfect.

'Boundlessly,' says Kyungsoo, and Jongin doesn't hold back - he kisses Kyungsoo passionately, like he's trying to tie their souls together - but then, he supposes, pulling away and looking at the love in his boyfriend's eyes, he can't do what's already been done.

He and Kyungsoo are meant to be, and nothing will change that.