#elgarlen

meme: 5 Times ______ed | @elgarlen | accepting

i.       Yes, I do think that you should be able to study whatever you’d like, despite whatever race you are. No, it is not something that I can outright support, not right now. 

You never said that it would be easy because lying out right to the people that you are meant to protect is not something that you like to do on a daily basis. You will stand your ground on occasion, making sure to keep it clear that the people that are under your protection, studying under your patronage are safe because something bad will happen if anyone dares to step in your way. It was still a matter of choosing your own battles, who could you take down or not in a foot to foot battle? Who you couldn’t. The thing is that those that are still learning or not interested in politics at all do not pay attention to the words that you so carefully chose to give to them. You do not outright support it, but you do nonetheless. You will make it work, you always do one way or another. You just can’t do it publicly but that was never an issue for you.

ii.       Yes, I do wish that you could go by yourself wherever you wished to go. No, I will not allow you to.

It is not easy to say no, and you know this because you hate it when people say no to you. You are the type of person that will give whoever said ‘no’ to you the middle finger and immediately find a way to get whatever you like even if it is behind their back. Even if you do not want it anymore, you will find a way to get it just to spite the other person. It is not a healthy thing to do, but it is the reality of things. You know that it will be the same thing for Elgar’len, you understand his rage and it makes you sick to think that these people are bound to follow your rules. Were you another person you could legally punish harshly them for now following your orders. You are not that sort of person, the only reason why you would ever order anything it’s when you are afraid. What would anyone do to him if they saw him walking around alone, who might think it was a good idea to meddle with the people that you protect simply to get back at you? Cato does say that you are paranoid and that it is a good thing. 

Right now, it doesn’t feel like a good thing.

               “did ye ever find cole?” he remembers, vaguely, that the elf was looking for him the first time he and ximisaari ran ( quite literally ) into each other.

Character Development || Accepting

31. Is there anything that counts as a “dealbreaker” for them, positively or negatively? What makes things go smoothly, and what spoils an activity or ruins their day? Why? 

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