#egospo

Just imagine...

It’s the middle of November. You live in a cold environment, and leaves fall all around you. You have worked hard for 3 months now, and it’s payed off. Your thighs don’t touch anymore like they used too. Your collarbones are prominent and your hip bones are showing. Today you are walking to school, something you used to have trouble doing. You put on a sweater that used to not even fit you you were so big, but now it’s extremely baggy. you put on sweats that practically fall off of you now. Even though it’s a baggy, lazy fit, you look good , small, and delicate. You are tired, but beautiful. Once at school, everyone looks at you. At lunch , while they are all feeding their fat faces, you sit drinking 0 cal coffee. Your friends point out how skinny you’ve gotten, and ask you to eat. Laughing , you tell them you ate a big breakfest, when in reality you ate nothing. They all give you jealous glares as they scarf down pizza slices. They all weigh twice the size of you, your better than them. You have control. The rest of the school day goes by and people keep commenting on your fragile figure. They keep asking how you did it and if you are okay. You brush it aside and tell them you decided to take care of yourself.

Nobody will understand ever. You are better than them.