a/n: Oh, nonnie. The Creature doesn't just love fat girls. He adores them. Allow me to tell you why.
(WARNING: Smut at the end. Placed under a cut for convenience.)
The vast diversity in the human form has always been something that has endlessly fascinated him. He finds it remarkable how in such wide a world, every single individual is so unique in their design, in how vastly people can vary in size and shape, and in an infinite variety that seems at times almost dizzying. None, however, intrigue him more than a figure that is full.
There is something deeply moving to him in a portly corporeality that he finds difficult to put into words, though he may certainly try. He is enchanted by the transcendence of flesh in the rolls and folds of skin that flex and form over every limb, how delicate and elegant, yet sturdy and strong a rounded stomach seems to be. How wondrous it is the warmth that emanates from deep within the swell of flesh, expressed in every gesture and every movement with an uncanny grace that sets his heart alight with wonder. And if all that were not enough for him to be completely bewitched, it is your very countenance that is the seat of radiance itself in his eyes, rounded cheeks and chin, like the warmth of a rising sun driving off the cold contempt of night.
What he doesn't understand is how all the world seems to be completely and willfully unable to see any of these wonderful things that he sees in you and others like you. How clinical and abominable the language becomes when bodies like yours are discussed, with such derision and disgust. How it makes him think how you might feel to bear those grotesque wordsā¦ to be treated with such cold and coarse language, with no consideration for the indomitably warm spirit that all of these words fail to embody. How great a disservice it does your very soul to be gazed upon as nothing more than a failure of self, or of God's designā¦ without seeing that what is within and without is all divine as any creature who roams this bitter earth.
His hatred for such things said of you drive him madā¦ nearly even drive him to violence because he remembers the way Victor regarded him with that same cynical eye. How he held his every feature that he himself had shaped with his very own hands in the name of perfection with such utter contempt. He too held no consideration for what lingered in his mind, only for what his body could produce for his own vanity - and falling short, was dismissed as a failure and cast aside.
If his own body was constructed in the name of perfection, and yet deemed lacking in every regard to his own rage, then it would absolutely infuriate him to know that this was the very same repulsion and rejection you have faced for so much of your life. It shatters his heart to think that a soul like yours could know that same wanton cruelty when he sees the very perfection he lacks in you. To him, you are more beautiful in every facet than he ever could beā¦ and it dismays him to his very core that you are not given the grace you're due.
So, if the world would treat you, who is perfection itself, as grotesque as he is, then he would be resolved to treat you with nothing but all the tenderness he can muster. If you and he would both be deemed terrible creatures by all the world for the flesh that makes you who you are, he would endeavor through all the love that is in him to give to carve out a piece of it where you could live and be loved freely in your own skin. For you know that you are loved not only for what you are, more than just your mind and soul, but that no God nor earthy vindication need grant love to each and every part of you where he would give it freely, without reservation or doubt or fearā¦ that is his only wish for you.
But even for all that he would wish to give you, he would not be so bold as to suppose that you might return his affections. In spite of what he knows you feel to be true, in spite of all of these thoughts that swim in his head of all that pain and longing you share, in spite of all the yearning in his heart to be these things to you where others would notā¦ he holds no expectation that one such as you could ever love one such as him, and would be contented enough just for you to know his heart, what he wishes for you, knowing it is only the same he would ever wish for himself, knowing that you may understand that want to only be affirmedā¦
But to learn that his feelings are not his aloneā¦ that they are shared by youā¦ by one of the rare kinds of people who could comprehend what it would mean to be loved that wayā¦ to feel your warm touch upon him and know that you feel the same way for him and of himā¦ he would be overcome with joy.
He would feel entirely fulfilled to hold you close- to feel the press of your plump flesh against his tattered and torn skin. He could ask for no greater comfort than to sink his fingers against your pliant figure and know that he has found home and harbor here. He would sigh into every kiss, every contour and resistance of your lips, your skin, everywhere you would grant him ingress to touch. He would know no greater joy than to be held in your arms and feel the weight of you on him and for one solitary moment feel more warmth and safety than he has ever known.
Making love to you is also equally transcendent. To bear your breasts for him to holdā¦ he's never felt such softnessā¦ how they fill his equally large hands, and how strange it is that they seem to even dwarf them, in a strange contradiction that perplexes him to no end, and yet he could not imagine a sensation more pleasurable than to feel their mass against his palm, his lips, against his chestā¦
He would find no greater comfort than lying upon the plushest places of you- your thighs, your stomachā¦ oh and how he would love to listen to the gurgle that emanates from within, quiet as a lullaby, an even more entrancing sound of life than even the gentle thud of your heart against your chest. How the sound would embolden him to kiss you there, even if it should make you ticklish to feel his lips peck at the tender flesh so. He simply cannot help it with the sort of joy it gives him to know that you are alive and in his arms.
He also would find no more a comforting sensation than that of your thick arms wrapped around his shoulders, draping off his form with such a weight that he cannot help but fall into their embrace, anchoring him to you. Though this is not the sort of bondage that he willingly, the one place he never wishes to leave, and yet how easily he can bear to hold you to him, to even lift you off the ground with a surprised yelp, which is something he always delights to hear.
Oh, and then to find how plush the lips between your legs areā¦ how they are more infinitely soft and pliant as anything he has ever touched. He wishes nothing more than to bury himself between them, feel each lip under his mouth and tongue as he explores their tender depths, finding treasures untold between them the further he delves. How luxuriant it feels also to push himself between and into themā¦ that each and every thrust should be cushioned against your form, assuring him of the safety that only your warm embrace might ever bring him both within and without, the greatest comfort he has ever known, and to be so enveloped by such softness that he forgets what it is to be ashamed ā¦
To see your visage so enamored by him in turn, to look so overcome in the love and happiness that you give to each otherā¦ it reminds him that being simply who you are- who both of you are- is a blessing, not a curse. That both of your forms in their entirety were made for love to be loved by one another, and the mutual understanding that lies in your couplingā¦ it is an experience he never thought he would know, but now that he does, he knows what it is to feel utterly, completely, and unabashedly whole.
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Lamb in intimate moments with the person he's serious with, please?
Jackson Lamb? Intimacy? You'd think these words were antonyms of each other. I'll tell you right up front that even in private intimacy is hard to come by with him. He could barely give a fuck to cater to his own emotional wellbeing, let alone someone else's (as evidenced by how literally he cannot even have a remotely serious intimate and emotional conversation and yeets himself out of the car the second it starts happening, like he's violently allergic to it). And sure, there's the sex stuff, but that's different from like... the other normal things a couple might do. Not exactly the sweet nothings kind of guy. Not exactly one to get too close to anyone either- certainly not long enough for a cuddle unless it's post-coital and he can't be fucked to move (literally). If it's "all that lovey-dovey stuff" you want, you're in the wrong place.
Problem is that sometimes... just sometimes... it's a stray touch, here or there. A hand on your arm, or a pat on your thigh that lingers just a little too long, or tugging at a piece of clothing of yours when he probably shouldn't. Sometimes, and this is a *rare* one: the odd sincere compliment, usually hidden under several layers of sarcasm and flatulence. And that kind of thing makes you wonder, then, if all the post-sex or after-hours stuff... the way he'll let you curl into him for a little while after a long day, how sometimes he'll just fall asleep afterward without much of a care about where he is or who he's with... it makes you wonder if maybe it's all more of a bluff than he makes it seem. You may have to come to him with intimacy like you're trying to pick up a stray cat, but... it's the way he lingers that lets you know that actually he kindof needs this. Even though he'll ruin it with a death-rattle of a snore the second you start thinking about it just a little too long.
Here we go again with another masterlist that no one will ever look at! As usual HARD SMUT will be denoted with an ASTERISK (*- which I imagine will be most of this list, because I just wanna fuck him so goddamn bad yāall). Have fun and enjoy!
A/N: Well. Iām back on my bull. Iām deeply in love with this anthropomorphic personification and Iām going to make it everyone elseās problem. As usual with these horny works, 18+ only. Thank you, youāre welcome, and Enjoy.
A = Aftercare (What theyāre like after)
Where to begin with himā¦ you wouldnāt expect him to behave as he does after the fact. For what is this carnal dance but fleeting feeling to an Endless? You would envision him laying in bed, brooding silence. And then? The slow and somber rise, donning his coat again, for he has duties to attend to, leaving the bed cold as the pallor of his skin.
ā¦ But this is not so for you. For when he breathes his last of bliss he sinks deep into the down of your bed, he stays with you. Not even so much as moving himself from your embrace, perhaps even seeking it out, still so gentle and perhaps even timid, despite that not moments ago you were far closer. Perhaps your fantasy would be warranted were you a mere flingā¦ But as his touch, as delicate as the sheets around you will tellā¦ he loves you. Truly. And with that, he will not want to part with so wantonly. And so you will rest a while. You in his arms and him in yours. Perhaps not to sleep but to find comfort in one another. And not just in touch but in words, poetry trickling off his pinkened lips in dulcet tones. Ā After all, thereās no rush in savoring any moment he can have with you. For as much as heās loved and lost in all his eons of existence, every single one is never the same, and feeling what he feels with you is worth cherishing.
B = Body part (Their favorite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
He doesnāt quite know what to make of thatā¦ Heāsā¦ heās not like any man. His form is his own and he chooses how he appears. It changes over the ages. Heās never felt discomfort in his own skin- or favored any part of him. He likes who he is all over. The way he is at any given moment. And you? He feels much the same way. Heās a creator himself. He has shaped so many dreams and nightmares, from the beautiful and enchanting to the horrific and terrifying. But in so many creations he has learned that everything holds its own beauty in a sense. Whether it be a grotesque shape that holds its metaphor for human psyche or a beautyās physicality that inspires horrorā¦ there is so much meaning in these things that mere mortals could never comprehend. Not even in themselves. And he sees it in you. The way you carry your very soul through the world bewitches him in a way heās not sure he can describe. But itās all because you are you- and there will never be another the same. So whatever being created you he knows not, but he knows your form suits you and what you mean to him, and it draws him to you all the more for it.
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basicallyā¦ Iām a disgusting person)
You would have to believe it to see it, but the dream lordās seed literally shines. It flows like honey, bitter or tart like berries (certainly far more pleasant than any mortalās), and it flows like liquid pearl, subtle rainbows that shimmer beneath the milky white surface when you catch it in the right light (not that that should occur often, though).
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Oh my dear, there are many dirty secrets spanning millennia that it would take a whole human lifetime to relay them. He is the bearer of the collective living unconscious, after all. He knows more dirty secrets than even one man could possibly imagine. He will be reluctant to admit a good many of them, but one he might be willing to admit to you is thatā¦ wellā¦ there isnāt an inch of the dreaming that hasnāt seen its fair share of couplings (yes, not even Fiddlerās Green is a stranger to lovers taking to a shady glade). He never quite saw the appeal of doing such things in such wondrous placesā¦ until he became infatuated with you, that is.
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyāre doing?)
I should say he does. He is endless, after all. If not by his own physical experiences from time immemorial, the dreams of others that he has observed over millenia certainly proves most interesting study material. Not to mention much unsolicited advice from his dearly detested sibling (of which he receives with an interesting abundance especially when word gets out that he has taken a new lover- some of which meant to trick him into foibles in his new romance- so be warned, but not worried. Dream knows very well that the best source of inspiration for new experiences is the one who will be a part of that- so in these matters, your council will be his greatest asset, and he will certainly never fail to please in that regard.)
F = Favorite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
Above all, he wishes to be able to meet your eyes. Thereās little that he desires in the whole of creation than to look upon you- especially when heās inside you- and to kiss you, and to tell you that you are loved by him. Whilst simultaneously hoping beyond all possibility that with that understanding- with knowing who and what he is- all of himā¦ that you feel the same. And to see it there. Written on your face and whispered in your sighs against his skin? It means more to him than you know.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
Dream isā¦ wellā¦ he doesnāt seem that much different than usual. Still as stoic and brooding as ever even in romance butā¦ for you? Recently heās found heās taken on a bit of a lighter air. Heās been changed. Not just from his imprisonment but by his return to his role and function. For as many times as heās loved and lost he now has you and this new love in this new age and there is a brightness to you that he finds a bit infectious. Now, donāt go expecting him to be the picture of a blushing beau for that will most likely never be his way, butā¦ you will be no stranger to a coy smirk. A gentle- barely there smile as he awaits the next press of his lips to yours. Severity to a degree lessened on the features of his face that is a result of your words in his ears. And he will not refrain from such gestures when being intimate with you either.
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
There isā¦ truly not much of a carpet to speak of- and thats justā¦ canon, from what Iāve seen. He could change it. Might be influenced to do so should he see such a thing in your fantasies. And if he did, it would be as wild as the hair on his head surely. Not unkempt, of course, butā¦ different.
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectā¦)
Intimacy really brings out the best in Morpheus. None would guess it of him, considering how cold and detached he seems in front of most company. But in yours? Alone? The walls lower a little, just enough to allow you and you alone a glimpse into the wealth and wonder of what he truly feels. You see, the truth is heās a romantic at the very heart of him.. But it overwhelms even him, and so he does his best to control it lest his own love consume him. So youāll have to forgive his gentle touches, the delicate brush of fingertips on your skin, how softly he holds you in the night, but know it is so much more than most will ever see. Especially in his eyes that often overflow with his love for you. And this is why he enjoys your company the most. Because itās not often he lets himself go even a little, but with you? Thereās absolutely no reason for him not to.
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
Oh he doesnāt do this often. If at all. He doesnāt really need to, to begin with. But also if he does feel something for someone to the degree that he feels he does need to touch himself for some relief, he will restrain himself as much as possible, because if he gives into his desires, his sibling will certainly know of it, and he canāt have that. Possibly a moot point since it will only allow his own desire for you fester to boiling regardlessā¦ but hey I mean what can you do when your family is like his?
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Praise. Both giving and receiving, but allow me to emphasize that itās not quite in a traditional sense that he enjoys it. Itās not as though he necessarily needs it himself- he is endless, after all. There is no authority to which he needs to supplicate himself for approval, nor will he demand such a thing from a lover such as you. But when heās with youā¦ itās like a match sparks to life inside him. He cannot help but express in as many words how much he loves your touch, the feel of you, with him and around him. Itās like the words of a thousand poets who have ever felt the spark of love write the very words that trickle off his tongue but what the world would not know is that the truth is he had a hand in those very words, and that his love for you, and your love for him is what makes them real. But even more than doling out such elegant praise upon you is hearing it from you. Your own words. His may be calculated but yours are spontaneous and wild and do not exist until you care to utter them. And it is this poetry of your own, unique entirely to you that spurs him on more than anything in the world. Knowing that it is a result of how he makes you feel- and in turn how you make him feel? There is absolutely no greater bliss to him. And whatever you give you shall get in turn.
Alsoā¦ he may enjoy watching you sleep, watching you dream. He will not do so without your consent, of course. Or do so from afar (which is not unlike how he has observed other sleepersā¦ itās only different in that he has much stronger feelings for you). And of course, he would never do so in a way that unsettles you. But he finds seeing you in such a state of peace relaxes him as well. Knowing also that your mind still conjures him even when he is not in the dreaming, in the waking world beside youā¦ sometimes he canāt help but caress your cheek, Your form, perhaps even give you a dream that merits the sounds you make when he reaches lowerā¦
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Anywhere and everywhere. While a bed is well and goodā¦ the fantasy of taking a lover under the cover of nightā¦ the temptation of a kiss in the rainā¦ Of the rolling of his hips against yours as the thunder in a distant gray sky, by a fire, or in a sunlit meadow beneath the shade of a wizened tree, strewn with flowersā¦ Thereās no place he cannot see appeal making love in. He has seen many such fantasies after all, and he figures what is the point of them all if he cannot emulate some of them with you?
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Beyond a shadow of a doubt, nothing piques Lord Morpheusās interest like a beautiful mind. By one who is intelligent, imaginative, wise, and not short on bravery. He didnāt see much of these things in people, before or after his imprisonment. But lately heās been coming around to it more- even though people do not see these things in themselves. And in you? Whether it is particularly true or not to you in your own mind it is what he sees without a doubt.
N = NO (Something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
He will not be a master to you. Heād always had a mind to this, long before one such as you even existed, butā¦ His imprisonmentā¦ Calliopeāsā¦ Itās such a thing he cannot abide, and heās seen more than enough of it for one lifetime. Even if in a fantasy, it drudges up all those horrible memories of locked rooms and menacing footsteps, of dungeons, and cages of glass and the cold and damp of the stale condensation of his own breath on his naked skin. He cannot see it in him to possess you in any way as a result, and he would ask the same of you in turn. You are his equal in all things if you are truly loved by him, and as such he will provide nothing less to you in intimacy as well. That being said, it should also be noted that your consent matters to him more than anything else. He will not so much as lay a hand on you without a sign from you that it is what you want of him.
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
Wellā¦ he will never admit which he prefers, though perhaps he doesnāt truly have one. On the one hand, he does love putting his mouth upon you, drawing from you a rush of thoughts and ideas and fantasies as his cheeks hollow, as though he is feeding not just upon you and the sweetness that flows from you like ambrosia, but on the thoughts that swirl in your head themselves. And on the otherā¦ he will admit, your touch upon him, the pleasure in reciprocityā¦ the feel of another similarly drawing his love out of him- more powerfully than he could ever expect of any mortal or God alike- to know also how you feel much the same as he does when he reprises the act upon you, and to allow him to actually enjoy the comfort of anotherā¦ that is quite something special to him as well. So perhaps he doesnāt have to choose- as is the case with so many things in the world.
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
Morpheus prefers making love slowly and sensually by far. He knows better than most that love is a wild and varied thing but he himself prefers to treat the act itself much like one might approach poetry. It is a dance and dalliance of form. Practiced, calculated, and yet passionate and spontaneous. All with a single goal to him: to find a greater closeness with you. He will take his time with you, then. Pouring over every part of you, delving and exploring the depths of you until every part of you has seen his love for you. Assuring that you feel him as much as he feels you.
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
He doesnāt often prefer them. He is not so driven by desperation in such a way that would lead him to abandon his senses. Besides, heās as patient as they come. He can wait to make love to you properlyā¦ but thatās not to say he hasnāt had moments, overwhelmed with love for you. Where your kiss has left him wanting with an ache that he simply cannot shake. That drives him to tuck you into quiet dark corners, bodies obscured by his coat of stars as he sends your senses reeling into oblivion.
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
On the whole, no. This is not to say heās not willing to be adventurous with you- not in the slightest. But there is a wealth of difference between adventure and risk. He will never seek to compromise your honor in any way or put you in an uncomfortable position, nor will he try something new without asking you about it first. But he is certainly not opposed when something piques his interest of you or you of himā¦ to explore it in the moment with you. Of that he is certain he will never tire.
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastā¦)
A long time. A damn good long time if he has the mind to. A being such as he is not subject to the same restrictions of mortals. He could, as a matter of objective fact, go all night long. So this being said, he ensures your ultimate pleasure first before he himself joins you in bliss, but will be sure to follow you, close behind if not at the exact same moment. And should you wish it, it will not be long before he is ready to please you again.
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
He doesnāt precisely own toys, but if it is what you wishā¦ he certainly could make them. He would like to think he is enough (and truthfully, because of who he is, that is as a matter of fact usually the case), but if it is simply a matter of heightening your own pleasure and experience, he cannot argue with that, and will happily indulge you.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Oh boy. His teasing could very well be the end of you. He wonāt keep you in suspense all the livelong dayā¦ lest that is what you wish. But he is very good at timing it out. He will mostly tease you with his words, or light touches meant to spark your attention, then keep you on edge as he waits for you to tell him exactly what you need of him. He will not ask, he will not goad. He will simply wait for any sign from you that you want more of him. Then and only then will he grant you what you wish of him.
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
With Morpheus, it is entirely dependent on the situation. If he so chooses he can be as silent as the grave, in fact. But that occurrence is extremely rare, best reserved for dalliances that require a certain level of discretion that would otherwise not be required. But when it is you two alone? His moans are sometimes like a melody, deep, and rich, and others swirling airy choruses of pleasure. Heās never one to shout, and nothing that tumbles from those rosy lips will ever be brash or coarse. The epitome of music in the ears is all you will ever hear from him.
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
He should be loath to admit it to anyone other than you, but he quite enjoys (and perhaps even prefers) making love to you in the waking world. He loves the dreaming as well, donāt get him wrong, for it is a part of him as much as he is a part of itā¦ but most humans donāt see their love of the dreaming nearly as much in the waking world. They love the dreaming when theyāre in it but put all their worth and importance in their waking life. He is used to that. He understands thatā¦ but yet then you in the waking world love him as fiercely as you might in the dreaming. And you show him that you are not alone in this for all the wonder you see in the world, of how your dreams and ideas and love for him and what he represents shapes the world as you see it and how it sees you, in spite of all heās witnessed from other more wretched humans to the contrary. Youāre easily the most staunch reminder heās received that his existence is more vital than he realizes sometimes. And he loves you for that, and wishes to pay tribute to it in your own realm.
X = X-Ray (Letās see whatās going on in those pants, picture or words)
Though you all know I love getting into the specifics, hereā¦ Iām afraid itās quite impossible. Morpheus is of the Endless, after all. His form is never fixed. It changes by his will and his aloneā¦ but where your desires lie are also taken into account. So close your eyes, and imagine what you will, for when you open them, whatever your deepest fantasies could conjure is what he can provide.
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
ā¦ God how does one exactly describe the sex drive of the anthropomorphic personification of the collective unconscious? Itāsā¦ quite chaotic, honestly. Sometimes he burns with the thought of touching you and others itās not exactly his primary focus. This isnāt to say he has periods of non-desire for you, but sex is not the most important thing for him justā¦ in general. Heās in love with you for who you are first and foremost. The rest is as you like.
Z = ZZZ (ā¦ how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
The King of Dreams has not much of a need for sleep himself. Itās ironic, he knows, but it is simply who he is. And he will stay awake, as long as you are conscious yourself, for he will not want to miss a single moment he could spend in your waking presence, knowing every little bit of you that he can. But the moment you close your eyes, and drift into his realmā¦ you would be surprised to learn that he joins you. He too rests his eyes, settles into the warmth of your embrace. He may not need to sleep but it is rare that he has moments of true restfulness, and somehow, he finds that task much easier when holding you in his arms.
a/n: Here's to the first Alphabet of the Horny New Year!!! An alphabet long time coming and the first one published since Mike joined tumblr (and sir, if you see this I'm -not so- sorry, but you shouldn't have made so many of your male protagonists such boyfriend material in the first place so whose fault is this really?) . Hope y'all enjoy and are having a wonderfully gentle 2023 so far!
A = Aftercare (What theyāre like after)
With you? Heās the sweetest. He wasnāt always. Not before he was sober when heād just aboutā¦ pass out right after, or get right into a shouting match, drunk and stupid. But not with you. He wants to treat you right. From the get-go. Better than anyone before. So he wonāt roll over, heāll roll into you. If you need to clean up, heāll be right there with you to help. If it can wait ātill morning, he wonāt mind, and let it, content enough to just hold you close, curl into you. Because with you this is a lot more than just sex, some one-night stand with a stranger he met in a stupor. Itās you. And youāre good. And he wants to keep you around.
B = Body part (Their favourite body part of theirs and also their partnerās)
This man is so hard pressed to say thereās a favorite part of him. Thereās not much of him he liked for a really long time and it took just so long getting comfortable with not just his shine but justā¦ himself, in general. Especially after getting sober. But he trusts you. He trusts your judgement when you say that his arms feel so warm when they hold you or that the scruff on his chin is just so cute or that you love running your hands through his hairā¦ and it takes a while, butā¦ he starts finding he likes more and more pieces of himself. Bit by bit. On you, on the other hand? Thereās a whole lot to love, but I think itās the way you look at him that really hits him harder than most. Thereās a certainā¦ kindness and warmth towards him that shines through your eyes whenever he catches them on him, and even when he isnāt looking he can feel it. Whenever youāre in a room. Not a lot of people have a look like that. He would know. And he doesnāt know what he ever did to deserve that.Ā
C = Cum (Anything to do with cum basicallyā¦ Iām a disgusting person)
ā¦ Iām with Rose the Hatā¦ he tastes like whiskey No no I kid. His cum is so pretty. Opalescent. Just the right thickness to it too. Healthy (healthier than it used to be).Ā And he tastes a little bitā¦ sweeter than youād expect, but still with an unshakable musk you canāt quite identify thatās justā¦ him.Ā
D = Dirty Secret (Pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Ok. So. One time, he was thinking about you when he was jerking off, and accidentally (or maybe not so accidentally) decided to Shine in on you. Just a little. Feeling lonely and just wanted to see you. He felt his mind pull toward you a moment and then found you in your room, relaxing after a long day. He was content enough to watch you for a while when he realized your hips began shifting under the sheets, and watched as a hand snaked down between your legs, seeking some relief yourself. He knew he should shine away, but how could he with the way you were sighing and moaning as you touched yourself, just as he was? Just in time with his strokes, almost perfectly in sync. He came when he heard it; just a breath on your lips, short and quick and full of love, a soft āDannyā¦ā, and he came right with you, his seed trickling down his hand in soft spurts. In the moments afterward, basking in the glow of post-orgasmic bliss, he was interrupted catching his breath to hear your own gasp, eyes shooting open as though looking directly at him, and not a second later you were gone, Dan having shoved you out of his mind faster than heād ever shoved any of the overlook ghosts, even, out of his mind before. He couldnāt bear to utter even a word to you the next day at work, let alone speak to anyone else. Heād caught a few awkward glances from you, and that was more than enough to make his skin crawl with embarrassment, not realizing that a blush rose to your cheeks as well whenever your eyes met. Later still, he overheard one of the nurses telling you you had a bit of a glow about you. Your reply was simple, but told him all he needed to know āI donāt knowā¦ I mean I had a really good dream last nightā¦ maybe thatās it.ā
E = Experience (How experienced are they? Do they know what theyāre doing?)
In actual sex? Yeah. Heās fairly experienced, but how well that experience serves him isā¦ dubious. Most of the people he slept with before he got sober (mostly women I might add) were either drunk hookups and werenāt in his life long enough for him to truly learn what they like and do it well. But itās enough for him to know what he wants and what he wants to give when it comes to you.Ā
F = Favourite Position (This goes without saying. Will probably include a visual)
Ride him. Let him relax. So many partners heās had just wanted him to fuck them, a means to an end. With you, he knows itās different. You want him to be with him, and he knows that, and he wants nothing more than to reciprocate that, and to give you all of him that he can give, but donāt let him. Heās so tired, and heāll never admit it. So flip him onto his back, let him rest and watch you bounce on his cock and feel your hands and kisses on his chest and realize that what he does to you and what you do to him is out of love.
G = Goofy (Are they more serious in the moment, or are they humorous, etc)
For the most part, the first few times are a little more serious. Heās not really slept with anyone since he got sober, and didnāt really feel as much for them as he does for you. But the first few times, he wants to do right by you, wants to show you how much he wants to be with you, and heās nervous about that because of just how little heās done anything like this in his lifeā¦ but when he realizes youāre not going anywhere, once youāve done this a few timesā¦ he starts coming out of his shell just a little. Might play around with you a little more, might even smile when heās with you.Ā
H = Hair (How well groomed are they, does the carpet match the drapes, etc.)
Dan doesnāt really even trim or shave himself that much and never really has, but it sort of happens to grow in a relatively neat triangle below his hips with a delicious happy trail anyway, and though some old girlfriends of his tried to convince him to shave it back in the day, he doesnāt really want to, heās very comfortable with it the way it is. Oh yeah: and it is a lovely shade of mousey brown too.Ā
I = Intimacy (How are they during the moment, romantic aspectā¦)Ā
In the old days? Never. He was either too drunk or too eager to fuck to so much as think about the romantic aspect of things, and honestly he feels like he payed the price for that when heās with you. Because thatās what he wants with you. He wants the romantic kisses, touches, caresses, all that heās missed with everyone else, things that they certainly werenāt willing to give him in return. It makes him feel like a fucking virginal teenager with how much he wants that and how much lack of it he has that heās just so damn nervous that he wonāt be able to give back to you. Thing that he realizes when heās finally actually with you is thatā¦ itās a lot easier than he thought, simply because itās you.Ā
J = Jack Off (Masturbation headcanon)
Honestly, he doesnāt have the time or energy most days, but I tell you, the second he wakes up on a day off from the Hospice or Teeny Townā¦ first order of business is to lay in bed for a while and enjoy the feel of his hand on himself, slowly gliding along his shaft, fingertips meeting at the head to curl around the sensitive bulb of nerves only to slide back down to the base, hand slickened by the steady trickle of precum he gathers as he goes.Ā
K = Kink (One or more of their kinks)
Praise and heavy petting are a must. He doesnāt get told how good he is and never did and it justā¦ does something to him when someone tells him how good he feels or how well heās taking them. Also not technically a ākinkā but heās way into prostate play and the like. If you donāt have a dick, please peg him and finger him and milk him as well thanks. People havenāt been as ready to satisfy this pleasurable experience for him in the past and heād love you forever for it if you did. Alsoā¦ and donāt tell anyone thisā¦ but heās a bit into consensual voyeurism. Like if you happen to be on a trip out of town without him, no matter how far, he might use his shine to check in on youā¦ maybe even help you feel things even though he isnāt thereā¦ And he may be a little into edging as well, but not much.
L = Location (Favourite places to do the do)
Oh heās not picky. He really likes the bed, of course. But wouldnāt mind taking you on every single surface of his little apartment available (and probably will, at some point or another).Ā Ā
M = Motivation (What turns them on, gets them going)
Danny is a simple man. He thinks youāre hot no matter what you wear or do. ItāsĀ
Someone who cares. Not just for him but for all the poor sons of bitches in the world. People who treat everyone with the humanity and respect that theyāre due but donāt just take shit themselves. Someone who justā¦ gets it. Someone who understands that dark tint to his sense of humor, but not someone who shies away from the things that could make that kind of thing develop. Someone who understands these things and meets them with warmth all the same.Ā
N = NO (Something they wouldnāt do, turn offs)
No painplay. No impact play. No BDSM. None of that. Him or you. Not after everything. He knew what his rage, his Dadās rage, did to him and he canāt stand the thought of any of that in his life anymore and he canāt stand the thought of doing that to you, and it definitely would be a complete dealbreaker if thatās something you wanted to do to him.Ā
O = Oral (Preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc)
This one is really difficult to say for sure because this manās bisexual mess of an ass canāt choose. He really REALLY likes receiving because man he is so touch starved, and someoneās mouth wrapped around his cock in a loving manner, touching his hips and holding him close while you do it makes him lose his mind. That said, he also LOVES burying his face between your thighs, giving you the same treatment back (also if you are AFAB inclined and have a strap, oh my gOD does he love sucking on it while youāre wearing it. He just gets this sweet loving look on his face and itās really a sight to behold).Ā
P = Pace (Are they fast and rough? Slow and sensual? etc.)
It really depends in all honesty. Heās been known to keep all kinds of paces and enjoy them all depending on what youāre both feeling in the mood for. He loves to slam his hips against you, hitting deep with every swing of his hips, just as much as he loves slow and sensual thrusting on a quiet morning in bed. But the loving touches, kisses, and holding you tight to him never change.Ā
Q = Quickie (Their opinions on quickies rather than proper sex, how often, etc.)
Not often these days. Way back when it wasnāt so uncommon to find him by the dumpsters behind a barā¦ not so much these days. Doesnāt mean, however, that he wouldnāt be amenable if you were to drag him into a supply closet in the hospice and have your way with him, though. Still, he much prefers to love on you properly at home any day.Ā
R = Risk (Are they game to experiment, do they take risks, etc.)
In general, he tries to stick to what he knows, but heās a lot more willing to experiment than you think. See, problem is that heās never really had a partner before thatās up for suggestions for bedroom experimentation and they always just wanted him to stick to the basicsā¦ but he does have things heād like to try, but after all those experiences (most of them bad) he doesnāt want to bring them up with you. But once he knows youāre a bit more open-minded than the typical dive-bar hookup, he feels a little more comfortable asking and talking about this kind of stuff, and heās really greatful to you for that.Ā
S = Stamina (How many rounds can they go for, how long do they lastā¦)
Honestly, he can go for a while longer than the average joe- certainly much longer than youād expect. After being so touch-starved youād think heād be one pump away the first time you tangle the sheets with him, but as it turns out heās got some willpower in the tank that heās been saving up for a good long while, and heās determined to use it all on you. Heās only really good for one round most nights, maybe two if heās not so tired, but he makes that round count.Ā
T = Toy (Do they own toys? Do they use them? On a partner or themselves?)
You wouldnāt think it, but as it turns out he DOES. Heās got some dilator anal plugs and a wee prostate massager for himself. Theyāre cheap (and probably not too body safe please buy him some nice new toys), but they get the job done well enough for him and honestly he didnāt think heād enjoy them as much as he does. Got them when he was starting to sober up and start feeling a little bit more comfortable with his sexuality and he loves them now, and would neither be all too surprised to find out if you had some yourself, nor ashamed to use them during sex for sure (hell, use them on him too like oh my god heād love it if you had a wand and used it on him??? Heād be in heaven).Ā
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Not a whole lot, but sometimes he will drag things on just a little longer than they ought to when heās in a more playful mood, kissing you repeatedly and dotting little ones wherever he can find a bare patch of skin to place them. Heāll cave quite easily though when you ask, and all he can ask for in return is the same treatment from you (and tbh heās suffered enough like please just give the man a good time).Ā
V = Volume (How loud they are, what sounds they make)
Oh god his moans are so sweet, so mellowā¦ or at least they tend to be at first, during the sweet touches, gentle kisses against willing skinā¦ when his thrusts get harder, though, sometimes those once sweet and gentle moans turn into desperate grunts, punctuated with every hit of his cock inside you, but theyāre not so rough still despite the nature of them, still impossibly velvety and soft despite the throes of passion and theyāre really lovely to hear.Ā
W = Wild Card (Get a random headcanon for the character of your choice)
Iāve been over this a little already but yes he can use his shine to make you feel him long distance no he wonāt do it unless thoroughly discussed beforehand but my god is it fun to have telekinetic sex with this man and thatās about all Iām willing to say on the matter for now.
X = X-Ray (Letās see whatās going on in those pants, picture or words)
So ok. He seems small but itās literally because his thighs are so delicious and thick and itās deceptive. Heās about 6Ā¾ inches fully erect and grows from about 5 inches give or take, and heās not terribly thick but exquisitely filling nonetheless (especially just towards the base, itās really lovely). Heās a couple shades darker than skin tone of the rest of him that flushes a lovely pink at the tip, and has a lovely vein running along the top right side of him, and his balls are of course wonderfully plump (not too big, about average, but still fairly juicy for what they are).Ā
Y = Yearning (How high is their sex drive?)
Itās not that high honestly. It never really was that high to begin with, and he had a really hard time parsing with that when he was younger and actively tried to have more sex to compensate (and of course the drink helped in this endeavor). But in his age and sobriety heās gotten a lot more comfortable with that, and it surprises him because he never thought heād be at a point where heād be able to accept that about himself (especially considering how ābe a manā his father used to be). But itās not non-existent, he finds. Not when he catches a glimpse of a beautiful mind, the heart of a good person with his shine. Itās a lot more slow to start but he does feel and want to be touched by people like that, and he most certainly considers you one of them. The feeling grows the more heās around you, and he likes the way this works a lot better than the way he used to force his sexuality on himself back in the day.Ā
Z = ZZZ (ā¦ how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
Not too quickly, actually. He used to be out like a light most of the time in his younger years. But that was mostly the booze, he discovers, when he spends time with you and finds that he doesnāt want to take his eyes off you afterward. He wants to just stay close to you, wants to hold your hand (or you) and talk for a while, spend as much time with you this way as he can because you just feelā¦ safe, to him. What he realizes later is that thereās a good reason for that: When heās with you the overlook feels like it belongs to a whole other world. Itās still such a big part of him but for a whileā¦ just a little while when heās in your arms? It feels like a dream. He canāt hear those old ghosts rattling in their boxes so much. Theyāre quieter- distant. It feels behind him, for the first time in a good long while.Ā There will be other nights, of course, he knows, when that might not be the case, but this one? No one and nothingās ever made him feel like that, and he wants to savor that feeling as much as possible, and moreover, be present with the person thatās actually causing that.
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relationship asks: all numbers with a 6 in them, for lady terror of course ^_^
OH HELL YEAH THANK YOU KITTENS FOR THIS MAGNIFICENT OPPORTUNITY (this ended up being a 4 page fucking document but fuck it WE BALL. so I'll show a few and then put the rest under a cut- especially since some of them are a little bit raunchy. ENJOY MY LOVES COME GET YOUR SWEET FRANCIS/LADY TERROR CONTENT)
OC RELATIONSHIP ASKS
6. Who would ask the "would you love me if I were a worm?" question? How would their S/O answer?ā
Honestly I think Lady Terror would be the one to ask. Francis tells her yes and if she wanted to stay with him as a worm sheād ā be the best kept worm in all of christendomā, in his words (whatever that means, babygirl).Ā
16. Who is the better caretaker? Does their S/O like being taken care of?
Honestly theyāre both very good caretakers, though Francis is much better at ādoing the things that need doing to care for a personā bit while Lady Terror I think is a bit better at like. Keeping people calm and feeling cared for (not to say that either of them are not as good as the other, because they certainly are, but they have their strong suits). And oh my god man yes Francis loves being taken care of by lady terror oh my god she lets him rest his head in her lap and everything.
26. Who gets jealous most often? How does their S/O deal with that?
I honestly think it depends. I think Lady Terror has more potential to become jealous (even though it doesnāt happen very often honestly)Ā from 1) her lack of experience being committed to,Ā 2) her own trauma from past relationships and coming out of those feeling horribly betrayed and 3) also the whole divorce scandal with her parents. Did I mention her parentās divorce scandal? Yeah there was a whole divorce scandal. But even when she is jealous she remains relatively level-headed about it and doesnāt act out from it (usually, unless an offending party provokes her to it), and she is nothing if not articulate and aware of what sheās feeling. And credit to Francis where itās due heās never been dismissive of her emotions, and that I think helps them actually work through it rather than let it escalate to lashing out or acting rashly.
Francis doesnāt so much have a jealousy streak when it comes to Lady Terror (though time was he might have, and he definitely knows that), and I think itās because she has pretty consistently made it clear that she has chosen him to share her life with, and having never been picked in such a way, has a bit more faith that she wouldnāt betray him. (also sheās always been the more sociable one. Sheās definitely more of an ambivert than he is and doesnāt take personal offense in those kinds of situations. Besides, she will NOT interact with people she doesnāt want to interact with. He knows this and he loves her for it.)
36. What is something that would break their hearts?
For Francis, I think it would genuinely be another romantic rejection- or more precisely to be left behind. I donāt think he could bear being rejected for a third time by anyone, let alone by Sofia but by anyone. Heās too old to have his heart broken like that again and itās why he takes so long to even admit to himself that he has feelings for Lady Terror because he cannot fathom the kind of pain it would cause him.
Lady Terror however I think it would break her heart the most to be dismissed. To have her thoughts and feelings disregarded. Granted, sheās used to it happening with most men and some women, but to have it happen to her coming from someone she loves and respects and who she thought loves and respects her in turn would devastate her.Ā
46. If they were ever in a life or death situation, who risks their life?Ā
Lmao both of them. Because they both have savior/self sacrificing complexes and theyāre calculated with it but they WILL take a risk if it means saving more lives. Itās something that I think they admire about each other when hearing of their past exploits before they met.
56. Who tends to be the level-headed one? Who is feral?
Oh Lady Terror is absolutely more feral. She is very very smart when she is feral but she is much more willing to act on impulse about it (for more information, ask Mr. Hickey. He knows.) Francis is definitely more level-headed but absolutely has more of a fiery temper in comparison to how cold Lady Terrorās fury is (but no less passionate, mind).
60. Are they willing to show PDA? If not, is there a reason?
They ARE willing, but they are very very shy, (and also lmao you know how the victorians are about propriety if a couple isnāt married yet. Big no.) But also itās a bit of a carry-over from their time on Terror. They did their damndest not to show that kind of affection for one another for fear of discovery (which would doubtless have caused a mutiny- if Francisā pre-sobriety behavior hadnāt started that line of thought with some long before that). But they are not beyond the occasional hidden gesture of affection from prying eyes. Holding hands behind each others backs, brushing their fingers against one another subtly as to not give them away. They become more open about their affections eventually, but my god does it make them blush like crazy.Ā
61. How would they describe their S/O in one word?
Francis (on Lady Terror): Good.
Lady Terror (on Francis: Handsome.
62. How would outside characters describe their relationship?
By-in-large I think people are a little skeptical at first about them together. Like perhaps they shouldnāt be together for some reason or another, that itās a bit odd, a bit queer. But when people see how affectionate they are to one another, to see how much they truly care for one another? How Francis truly seems to soften and relax around her and how she brightens to talk about himā¦ to those who know each of them best thatās the sign of true love right there.
63. How would they describe one another in bed?
I think Francis would describe Lady Terror as a port in a storm. Welcoming, warm, tender in ways he never thought heād know for himself. At the same time she rides him like the waves of the storm itself, and he canāt help but admire the sheer power she has over him and how easily heās taken by her.
Lady Terror on the other hand finds him sturdier and steadier than strong oakā¦ and weirdly just as bendable (I mean HAVE YOU SEEN THAT MAN??? HEāS SO LIMBER FOR HIS AGE!!! Itās truly miraculous). Though his cock doesnāt quite always cooperate with this image she has of him (although it should be noted that heās had a much easier time of it since he embraced sobriety it still happens every now and again), heās very grounding as a lover and seems to find that her pleasures feed into his, to which she certainly has no complaints.
64. Would they ever answer the above question if it was asked to their face? How would they react?
Oh Francis would be too much of a blushing mess. He was never one to kiss and tell much even with his closest friends like Blanky and Ross (even though those two definitely HAVE actually seen him in intimate positions before). But I think the lovestruck look in his eye would probably say all youād need to know- that yes she fucks him well and yes that is probably where heād rather be right now.
Lady Terror might be a little more inclined to give a more cheeky answer in the company of a good friend, but otherwise much prefers to keep her and Francisā doings to Francis and herself.
65. Who tends to take the lead in intimate encounters?
They both can, and do. Both of those bitches are switches and they live up to it. Literally it all comes down to how either one is feeling on any given day.Ā Ā
66. Have they ever been caught in the act? What would be their reaction if they were?
Yes. By Blanky. Everyone else would have the care to knock first at Francisā cabin door if it were shut but not Thomas (and understandably so). And listen. Theyāre all three of them good enough friends to laugh it off eventually, but that happens for some sooner more than others (aka. Thomas starts laughing about it immediately and making raunchy jokes while she and Francis scramble to make themselves relatively decent, even though itās a bit too late for that now. It has Thomas in fucking stitches. He is genuinely happy for them but he canāt believe his luck).Ā
67. Have they ever done it anywhere questionable?
Believe it or not, not particularly. At least not on Terror (theyāre already paranoid enough about being caught behind closed doors in quiet hours, theyāre not going to risk anything more). After thatā¦ wellā¦ youāll find out.
68. Who is more vocal? Who is more experienced?
I think Lady Terror is probably overall more vocal (but jesus christ when Francis moans itād make an angel weep I swear to fucking god), and Francis is certainly more experienced overall, but there are times when she does things to him that have never been done to him before and it makes him feel like heās a virgin all over again all the same (yes she gives him prostate orgasms. Thatās what Iām implying here in case that werenāt clear).Ā
69. If they were to go shopping, who holds the bags? Who decides where they go?
I think Francis would WANT to hold the bags but Lady Terror wouldnāt let him carry all of them. Lady Terror would probably plan where they go a little bit ahead of time but absolutely will deter said plans if Francis wants to have a look in somewhere. Whatever babygirl wants honestly.
76. Are they soulmates? Do they believe in that?
I mean yeah duh what are you talking about I think they both think they have found something really rare and special with each other that I think they would qualify as being soulmates, but truthfully I think Francis might actually believe that more than Lady Terror does (and of course not to say that she doesnāt, but sheās formed many deeply meaningful connections with people and knows that Francis has as well, and she wouldnāt limit the depth of how she feels or has felt about others as lesserā¦ but at the same time Francis is absolutely the love of her life and the only man who has ever truly treated her in a way that made her feel like an equal to him, and has wanted her romantically as suchā¦ so yeah. Soulmates without a doubt).Ā
86. Who gives the best gifts? Who gives the more thoughtful? Who goes for expensive?Ā
Ok hereās the thing they both are VERY good gift-givers, both of them are VERY thoughtful and give gifts as truly heartfelt gestures. Though Lady Terror does tend to spend a little more money on her gifts sometimes (by virtue of being just a little more financially well-off) whatever she uses that money towards is no less heartfelt and will go out of her way to buy something dear to someone especially if they donāt have the means to get it themselves.Ā
96. Who reads the newspaper? Who wants to see the cartoons?Ā
They have two copies of the paper delivered to the house bro BOTH these bitches READ. (but they save the cartoon page to read together. Most likely with Wee Ellie I MEAN HUH WHO SAID THAT???)Ā
š š š¤ for father paul!! Love how you write him, your ABCs for him was life-changing
A/n: Life changing you say??? Oh my god you're gonna make me blush! š„°š„°š„°š„°š„°š„° I'm so honored people still like that old thing after so long!!! Thank you so much and I hope you enjoy!
š š š¤ For Father Paul (18+)
š oral headcanon
Honestly, this man just loves giving oral. Like an inhuman amount. He will damn well take his time about it, licking you slowly and edging you for hours on end. He never leaves you hanging but like literally if you ever wanted him to he could keep this up for hours. It's sort of meditative for him even. Also he just loves how you taste. Literal ambrosia as far as he's concerned. 10/10.
š¤ how loud they are
At first, not very. He's quite good at keeping quiet when he needs to... but the more heated things get, these little kitten moans start slipping through the cracks in his resolve to at least attempt at having some sort of reservation in his passions with you. But he can't help it, eventually. He just loves you too damn much, loves being with you, kissing you, making love with you and he can't squander even the smallest opportunity
š sending/receiving nudes headcanon
For John this is totally new territory, and it sort of terrifies him the first time it happens. When he sees a text from you and opens it in broad daylight in the middle of the town square and sees your naked form on his screen. It almost literally makes him jump. It certainly makes his eyes go wide, forces him to cough in embarrassment as he tries to flick the photos off the screen before -heaven fucking forbid- anyone sees. He plays it off well enough, but he can't deny how tight his jeans suddenly feel after that. How he knows he won't be able to get that image out of his head anytime soon. How it excites him for the next time he will get to see it in the flesh.
... But two can play at that game. And he is determined to return the favor to you, of course.
Now see, he doesn't send nudes outright. It's far to crude for his tastes. But you can rest assured, every photo he sends to you henceforth has some interesting subtleties to it... Photos of bible passages with the book spread across his lap that perhaps are... a little too close to his crotch, which always seem perfectly placed... and beyond just the subtle bulge which always seems present... perhaps even an outline of something more that only keen eyes like yours could perceive. It may be more subtle, but it is very, VERY effective, and he knows it.
Hi, really love your writing. ššŗš for Dan Torrance?
A/N: Thank you so much nonnie!!! Man Danny doesn't get nearly enough love also so thank you!
DAN TORRANCE SMUT HEADCANONS (18+)
šŗ how they eat the pussy
... like a man starved, honestly. He will literally bury his face in your folds, sucking and licking your clit and prodding your soft walls with his fingers until his jaw is sore and he's out of breath, and his face all wet and shiny from your slick. He never realized how much he actually enjoyed this but when it's with you he really can't get enough especially of listening to your whimpering moans and how you run your hands through his hair as he does it so affectionately.
š something theyāre shy about asking for
He wants you to finger him and milk his prostate. Look, he's bi, and he has gotten lots of strange glances from dive-bar hookups before when he's asked for the same, so with those kinds of experiences under his belt it makes him really shy to ask now. For a while before he got sober, he just never asked at all anymore after a handfull of those bad experiences. But with you, he feels safer. He knows you're much kinder than the others who were... not gonna sugar coat it, pretty horrible to him about it in the past, but he's still a little shy about it nonetheless. It makes it all worth it when you meet the question gently and with understanding, and if you even say yes? Oh he's fucking ELATED that he was right.
š orgasm headcanon
He's kinda really cute when he finally cums, he'll suddenly clings to you as he moans loud and long, and with a sudden final jolt lets go, and his cum sprays (quite powerfully, I might add. He could be a contender for the world record for distance to be honest) wherever it may fall. He prefers inside you, though, and he won't want to leave your warmth for a little while after either, just savoring the closeness of all this with you.
