#eeltext

so the thing about ctommy is that every single bad thing he ever did would literally never be enough to make even half of what he went through deserved ever. like i cannot believe there are people who unironically believe that on the "casual griefing and killing people server" people are like yeahhhh ctommy who did what literally everyone else was doing uniquely deserved to be punished for it. wait hold on a minute i have thought of something so good.

the thing is i dont have anything against ooc characterization, it can be fun to write about and explore. especially when the author is self aware and its just for fun. but sometimes i want to tilt my head at how badly someone has understood a character. wdym you think ctommy would willingly learn and be good at sign language. what world are you living in where you think ctommy doesnt have horrifically internalized and externalized ableism. he wouldnt even acknowledge if he had hearing loss

as much as i like to poke fun at dark sbi stuff, i think its a genuinely interesting thing that i feel like actually pops up quite a bit in fandoms with a lot of kids in them. Ive seen fics in fandoms like undertale and homestuck that while not exactly the same as dark sbi, follow similar patterns of "obsessive" type love. If i had to guess a lot of it is probably based in either the fantasy of your abuser genuinely loving you and having good intentions even with bad actions, or the idea that your abuser will "see the light" and get better and you can be happy with them. i dont think theres any harm in it, its a good way to sort out feelings for the most part, and ive even read a few dark sbi fics ive enjoyed, most of them are just much too extreme or uncomfortable to read through. overall very interesting, i have a lot of thoughts on the subject

Ctechno is such an amazing character and horrible person, like he has no idea what anarchy actually entails and is one of the biggest hypocrites. Instead of ever trying to deal with the root of a lot of the problems (like wilbur and dream) and instead went straight to attacking the victims who were just trying to defend themselves most of the time

sometimes i get a bit sad when i look through my following tab on this account, like i made this blog to follow exclusively dsmp people since i really wanted to get into the community, since like i didnt have any socials during dsmps actual run time. and like obviously i understand having other interests and i myself am guilty of not posting much here, but like nowadays when i look at my following tab none of it is dsmp, it feels like most people have moved on

ok so like sometimes it feels like the characters of dsmp view ctommy as the kid from the one that walks away from omelas. like if they just can torture him enough then they will finally have the happiness they want

I am trying to get into hermitcraft and the life series, so well see where that goes. Im watching 3rd life and so far my thoughts are that grian is very dog coded in this and i think its a shame hes only ever drawn as a bird