I’ve read a lot of posts and stories about girls being only allowed to edge and never cum and how for some, during their journey their partners will condition them to believe that when they cum, the girl will feel or see it as her own orgasm. You know the whole giving her orgasms to him thing. While this has always been something I thought was hot I never really experienced it or understood it before but the other night, when I was just really horny and Sir decided to play with me I got to watch him cum and it felt just as good as if I got to cum. I was on full display for him over a video call and he instructed me on how to edge myself which already felt better than when I would do it on my own. He didn’t let me do much more than tease myself while he watched until he came and I felt a feeling similar to satisfied when I watched and listened to him cum from watching me. In my body and my mind it felt just as good as if I were the one who got to cum even though I didn’t. Only after he got to cum did he let me work myself up to an edge which also felt so good. I got there while fingering myself which always makes the edge last a little longer than when I get to the edge from rubbing my clit or using toys. Edging with him is also just a whole other level to how good it feels.
