Monday (11.12.) [It will be a bit long]
(It has a little spice, but it will be mostly my thoughts about this session)
"You need headphones.
Leave your pj top on to keep warm, but get naked below.You may also keep on some cute socks.
Now lay down in your bed and cover yourself with a blanket so you don't freeze.
Get in this position and hold it. (Laying on my back, legs wide open)
When in position, listen to this file:
https://www.tumblr.com/droolkink/679906886675496960/request-from-her-pale-shadow-me-begging-to-be?source=share
Close your eyes and focus on her voice. Keep your legs apart and your pussy exposed. You are not allowed to touch, just hold your legs wide open. No touch, no sensation, just an empty, open, aching pussy.
You may listen to the audio as long as you like and you can keep the legs position. But at least once.
Get back to me when you're done.
Optional: You want to be extra naughty? Then clamp wooden clothespins to your hard nipples while you listen the audio."
I choosed to be extra naughty š«£š¤«
listen to the files 4 times...Pins still on...it hurts but feels so good...
"Remove them and play with your nipples. Roll them, squeeze them, pinch them, caress them, than pull hard on them. Repeat."
Pussy eaching...
"Put the pins back on, clamps those nipples"
"Stretch and open your legs, place a finger on your clit. Now close your legs and cross your ancles. You may now rub your clit with that one finger and crossed legs."
I'm going crazy. It's getting harder to think straight. I barely can reach my good spot, it's really frustrating to not be able to touch myself properly.
"It's a session of obedience and patiense.
Do you wanna open your legs? Then beg for it and beg well or I won't let you."
"Please Sir can i open my legs to rub properly?"
"Nope, not desperate enough, keep them crossed."
.... (few min later)
"You seem to get used to it since you stopped begging."
"I'm getting fuzzy...Feels good right now...I don't know what to doo.."
And a few minutes later i was begging like crazy to open my legs.
.....
It's just the beginning of it, but reading back, trying to write down everything turns me on again. So i'll continue with how i felt..
It was a long session. I was teasing myself more and more. Going deeper and deeper until i was just a mess, but it felt too good.
My nipples hurt the day after too. The whole day. Again: frustrating, but too good.
When i was really close (during the session) i had to "STOP". I got a few minutes to calm down. We had a short conversation about small tasks from earier, and he asked me:
"How are you now? Exhausted? Need more edging?"
I wanted more. I became really needy in the past fey days...
"Slide that hand down and slowly start rubbing my playtoy"
And i started to lose my mind again. I spend a little time touching myself, while we were talking about likes, preferances, kinks... and i wanted to cum so bad... but i also wanted to keep going and edging.
A few triggers, a few gifs, some mantras and i was too deep to not fell asleep... and that was the end of the session, becouse of me.
It could have been much better if I would be able to stay awake, but the dropping, the peasure and the thing that i was already tired at the end of the day caused this..
(If i am tired, my body turns of... if it's only a few minutes, but the battery needs charging, it will turn off.) I have to work on it cuz it can not stay like that.
But at the very end i am really happy, that i could experience something new and it was really amazing.
(Im getting used to not cum...)
/Cupcake/
