he wakes as the sun peeks through the curtains, the scent of coffee drifting through the only apartment jamie could afford outside of mutant town. he has that luxury; to blend, to settle down in a part of the city that isn’t just dirt and crime. his alarm had been set an hour earlier than necessary; if this was his last morning with her, he was gonna make it count. jamie wanted sixty minutes of silence, of looking down at the woman he loved while she dozed in his arms.
the ringing never comes, though. all he hears is gentle rustling from the kitchen and he sits up, touched by panic. a quick swipe through his phone tells him his alarm has been turned off and he blinks at hal from the bed, the comforter hugging his waist. ‘ hal, what’re you— why didn’t you wake me up ? you’re gonna miss your train. ’ jamie doesn’t want to send her off to someone who’s not worthy of her forgiveness but he’s played a part in shattering her too so he bites it back, every time, and sits with nolan instead. he tells him he’s proud, calls him a good man for letting her go. jamie never hears a word.
he tosses the blanket, already scanning the room for his jeans, but hal just moves toward the bed like they have all the time in the world. like this isn’t the worst day of his life. the mattress dips as she takes her place beside him, steam curling around the mug he got her the day he hired her as a receptionist, and fuck he’s confused. he wants her to live, to not feel chained to the circus that is his life. but she doesn’t rush to gather her things, doesn’t seem to mind that the train’s about to take off without her. she just finds his eyes and makes the sun shine again with only a sentence. somewhere, her ticket is folded and tucked away. ‘ no ‘ you’re gonna break my heart again ’ ? ’
this is what it feels like to catch hal anders. the girl who has went through some of her darkest moments alone. the girl who feels safer that way. he sinks against her chest, her presence soothing the ache in his bones. hurt is untangled by her trust in a man that has left her empty on chipped steps once before and the mug in her hands is a promise of tomorrow. ‘ i love you. we all do. ’ he tucks a strand of hair behind her ear before she has the chance to do it herself. she feels like peace and smells of the late nights in the office to come. jamie softens under their sheets, smiling like someone who has found the strength to carry on because hey — even the heroes that suck at being heroes can get the girl.
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