I'm Getting Closer Than I Ever Thought I Might
day 23 @eddiemonth
Mixtape | Earnest
T (language) 2.2k early 2000's no upside down AU dad!steve, new neighbor!eddie. Title from REO Speedwagon, Cant Fight This Feeling.
Steve had the orange and purple string lights finally untangled as he looked over to Stella getting the tombstones out of the storage box. She was thirteen and still humored her dad with putting up the Halloween decorations. She had the same light brown eyes as him her hair a tinge of auburn in the sunlight- Steve made a point to try and bottle up these moments. He knew they wouldn’t last forever.
“Dad! Did you remember to get two bags of the batting for the cobwebs?” Her voice breaking him out of his maudlin moment.
“Psh- did I? The cul-de-sac Halloween decoration champion for five years running remember the cobwebs? Of course kiddo. This isn’t a game for me.” Steve responded with his hands on his hips.
Another voice broke between them with a loud whistle, “Wow, five years running? What does that entail?”
It belonged to a long haired striking man in ripped black jeans and a red checkered flannel. His face expressive from overhearing Steve’s quip as he walked his scrappy looking black dog.
Stella laughed brightly, “He gets nothing but bragging rights against the damn Van Der Waals.”
Steve turned on his teen daughter, “Stel, language!”
The guy laughed, “Well screw the Van Der- whoevers, why do we hate them?”
Stella stood next to Steve hands on her hips in a mirror image of her father, “Who are you?”
His dog woofed playfully and wagged it’s tail, “Oh, I moved in two houses down, I’m Eddie and this is Gibson.”
Stella relaxed her arms down, “Can I pet him?”
“Sure he’s friendly.” Eddie responded.
Steve walked along with his daughter as she approached them, “I’m Steve, and this is my daughter Stella. Welcome to the neighborhood.”
Closer up and the man looked familiar.
He tilted his chin up in greeting to Steve, “Harrington?” He asked.
Steve gave him an assessing gaze he couldn’t forget those dimples, “No shit, Munson?”
When he had fallen from social graces in high school he and the trailer park pot dealer had formed a quasi-friendship. It lined up when he started his now inseparable friendship with Robin.
Eddie beamed at him, “Yeah, back in Hawkins, can you believe it?”
Steve shook his head and met this ghost from his past’s grin with his own answering one.
“You know my dad?” Stella asked.
“Yeah, from the glory days or whatever. Why?” He replied.
“Nothing, just my dad’s a nerd.” She snorted out implying Eddie wasn’t.
“Hey! You’re spending too much time with your aunt Robin.” Steve said indignantly.
Eddie threw his head back and laughed.
Steve felt caught off guard.
Guess that crush was just laying dormant, he thought quickly and shook off.
“So why do we hate the Van Der- who’s-it’s?” Eddie asked with a gleam in his eye.
“They insinuated we were going to hell since dad knocked someone up with me out of wedlock.” Stella said like it was a common thing to share, “And their kids are homeschooled weirdos.”
Steve pushed up his glasses into his still pretty magnificent hair and scrubbed a hand over his face while mumbling, “I’m already in hell.”
Eddie was holding back his laughter, “Fuck them, now you have to kick their asses, at what? Halloween decorations?”
Steve nodded.
“And Christmas, in the summer lawn care and gardening, it’s never ending.” Stella huffed out as she scratched Gibson’s floppy ears.
“Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help in this rivalry, since we’re neighbors now.” Eddie winked at Steve.
Steve felt a flush crawl over his cheeks, oh no.
His eyes darted to Stella staring at him and looking back to Eddie as a smirk broke across her devious little face.
“Yeah, for sure, see ya around Eddie.” He rasped out as Eddie and Gibson continued their walk. He couldn’t help but watch him leave. He'd always been a little infatuated with Eddie. His charisma was palpable. How could you not get wrapped up in it?
Stella stood up and turned to him, “How do you know Eddie?”
“High School.” He said leaving her hanging.
He shoved the cottony cobwebs into her hands.
“So Robin and Dustin know him too?”
Steve could feel her scheming, “Stop.”
“I’m not doing anything, just curious, dad.” She said innocently.
Steve went back to arranging the lights perfectly on the bushes. They lived in a nice part of town a small but decent ranch, nowhere near the way Steve had grown up, but comfortable.
Stella pretended to drop the subject as she worked on getting the batting as thin and wispy as possible for a realistic looking cobweb covering the bushes and side of their entryway. She busied herself arranging the tombstones as Steve got the ghosts hanging from the trees.
She couldn’t wait to bring the new neighbor up to her aunt at their next dinner.
•
Halloween came up quick. Robin was well aware of Steve’s new neighbor crush with details filled in by Stella. Hell, she was aware of his Eddie sized crush back in high school. Even Dustin had made a comment that he was pretty sure there was a missed opportunity there between Steve and Eddie from another lifetime.
He and Robin had a standing Halloween movie marathon tradition.
“Dingus, we putting a scary movie on or what? I already have American Psycho all set to play.” Robin asked as she stove popped popcorn.
“Yeah, yeah, just checking my phone, Stel is staying at a friend’s tonight and I just wanna make sure she’s good.”
The doorbell rang.
“Trick or treaters. It’s getting a little late.” Robin commented as Steve went to grab the door.
He opened it with a bowl of candies.
Eddie on the other side with growler pumpkin beer in his hands, “Trick or treat Stevie.”
Steve grinned, “Kinda reverse though? Since you brought treats.”
“Didn’t wanna show up empty handed, you free?” He asked only looking a little wide-eyed and apprehensive.
Robin came up behind Steve, “Eddie! Heard you moved in, good to see you- oh, shoot.” She pulled out her Nokia brick of a cellphone in an over-dramatic manner.
“Damn, sorry Dingus, Vick’s car isn’t starting, I gotta pick her up from the winery. Hey Eddie you free for some scary movies? Steve has American Psycho queued up and he’s too chicken to watch it alone.”
Eddie had come into the entryway.
“Uh, I mean, I’m free…but is that, okay with you?” He addressed Steve for the last part.
Steve stood for a beat realizing he may have been set up.
“Yeah, if Rob’s gotta go that’s fine. I’ve got homemade pizza in the oven.” Steve said as he narrowed his eyes at Robin.
She shoved the popcorn into his arms perched atop the bowl of candies and kissed his cheek as she grabbed her coat, “Bye guys, good seeing you Eddie, I’m sure we’ll cross paths again soon!” Robin shifted Eddie further inside as she slid out the door in a rush.
Steve looked to Eddie and shrugged, “We can pick another movie that one was Rob’s choice anyway.” He felt a bit nervous being alone with Eddie.
He had seen him in the past few weeks and had snatched information on his life. He’d run into him walking Gibson and found out he collects cassette tapes from the dollar bins at record stores and goodwill. On one occasion he stood outside and chatted with Wayne about baseball stats while Eddie made joking comments about sports and balls.
He knew now that Eddie had moved back to be closer to Wayne but also had started working at the new brewery owned by his old supplier Reefer Rick, he was experimenting with CBD infused brews that Eddie was spearheading the endeavor as brew master on those.
“I like horror, but I’m good switching it up to something else, it smells delicious in here, you sure this is cool?” Eddie asked again.
Steve threw a piece of popcorn that landed in Eddie’s hair as he set down the treats in his arms on the coffee table, “Yes, I’d rather not be ditched home alone on Halloween to eat an entire pizza by myself, come in Eddie. Take off your shoes and chill.” Steve took the jug of beer from Eddie’s hands and lead him to the kitchen.
“This from Rick’s brewery?” He asked as he grabbed a couple of glasses.
“Yeah, but new so we’re kinda guinea pigs. I think I’ve got it perfected though.” He said as he leaned against the kitchen island.
He looked good dressed down.
He had on a black crewneck sweatshirt with ghostface on it and a pair of dark wash jeans that fit him perfectly. His socks were adorably mismatched. Something he had done often in high school- Steve had noticed it back then too.
He always looked good is what Steve had become aware of.
“Still can’t match your socks, Munson?” Steve inquired as he poured them the caramel colored ale.
Eddie let out a startled laugh, “You remember that? Honestly who has the time, and I think it’s quirky. Commitment made I am an unmatched socks kinda person.”
Of course I remember I pointed it out right after you showed me what shotgunning was, he thought to himself.
He couldn’t say it aloud. He wondered if Eddie was thinking it too.
He held up his glass, “Cheers?”
“Hell yeah Harrington. Happy Halloween.” Eddie said as he clinked his own glass to Steve’s and took a sip.
His eyes followed Steve’s movements and the way his throat looked swallowing down his newest brew.
Steve let the flavor unfold on his palate, “It’s really good, Eddie.”
“Don’t sound so surprised.” The other man teased.
The oven timer chimed as Steve pulled out the pizza. He was fully aware now that he was in his Robin relaxation mode outfit which translated to his softest sweatpants and a tee shirt from Vickie’s job that cheesily said ‘Wine o’clock’ with rhinestones. He resolutely ignored the feeling telling him to go change. Robin called it his middle-aged mom wear. Which rude, he was thirty-three not middle-aged.
“Tell me about the toppings.” Eddie said as Steve almost choked on another drink of beer.
He recovered quickly, “We decided on spicy pepperoni, mushroom, and green pepper. Hope that’s alright.”
“Hell yeah, can’t remember the last home cooked food I had that wasn’t like, just me whipping up some eggs. That’s a lie Wayne and I do Sunday dinner and he always makes sure I get some veggies in me.” Eddie added.
Steve laughed, “Well I guess someone’s gotta look after you.”
He sliced into the still steaming pizza the cheese melting in strings as he plated them up. They got to talking about Steve’s school counselor job and how it felt having to go back to Hawkins High for work now. The conversation an easy push and pull of information and silly innuendos movie long forgotten as they refilled their beer glasses.
“You know I had such a crush on you then.” Eddie said pink cheeked and smiling, “I even remember the songs you liked when we’d smoke up together. It always surprised me how many metal ones you were into.”
Steve chuckled, “So I wasn’t imagining it back then? I always wondered what you would’ve done had I leaned forward and kissed you when you showed me how to shotgun.” His lips loose but not from the alcohol, he wasn’t drunk, not even tipsy really- just emboldened by Eddie’s own confession.
Eddie shyly pulled his hair in front of his face and giggled out a nervous laugh. He fished something out of his back pocket, “When we talked the other day you said you still had a tape deck, right?”
Steve did it came with his stereo set up he nodded in response as Eddie slid a mixtape into his hand.
Steve looked it over, “Are these?”
“The songs you liked back then? Yeah.” Eddie gave him another shy look.
Steve’s fingertips tingled wanting to touch- it was maybe the single most romantic thing anyone had ever done for him. He set the tape down and moved closer to Eddie.
“You know, I have to be honest, Stella stopped by a few days ago with Robin-“ Eddie started nervously as he rubbed the back of his neck.
He cut him off, “They orchestrated this? Of course they did. Robin knew I was stupid over you my entire junior and senior year.” Steve muttered.
Eddie made a choked off sound, “You were?”
“I just said I thought about kissing you when we smoked together.” Steve replied.
Eddie reached a hand up and rested it on Steve’s waist, “What about now?”
Steve leaned in the rest of the way and closed the distance his lips pressing against Eddie’s and his tongue coaxing into the metalhead’s mouth tasting like pumpkin beer and potential.
When they broke apart Eddie let out a content sound that burrowed between Steve’s ribs and planted in his chest.
“It’s better.” Eddie finally said.
Steve cocked his head, body still reeling, still wanting.
“Than I imagined back then. Maybe the timing wasn’t right, you know? We’ve both grown. Now the timing feels right.” Eddie clarified.
•
Eddie had the mixtape playing in his van an identical one to what he had made Steve when he picked up Gareth the following morning to grab breakfast, “What is this? Reliving your youth?"
Eddie laughed at his attitude.
Love letters, he thought to himself as they drove to the diner, crush confessions by song.
He smirked at Gareth, "I kissed Steve Harrington, actually we have a date on Friday."
Gareth groaned and turned up the music. It felt like 1986 all over again, atleast Eddie got the guy this time.
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Crush confessions with a halloween twist. 🥰🎃💕



















