#eclia

to the blissful thoughts of a world that could be that won't be that may be but you decide that its never possible, of course not real, not a happy one at least

you smell the roses, the white flowers on the windowsill that is cracked and bruised but beautiful too

ideas pour out of your mind and your soul reaches out to grab on, on and on does it reach until you have gone out of your shell one with your world that could be, but wont be

until you realize that its too late that its never possible

And I helplessly wonder day and Night is the time where I believe that I mean nothing and that you don't understand Time

is the worst yet because we have one year left together hopefully

So don't keep to yourself inside your cold heart where you only reflect on yourself because I

Am here too and I want to know You and your thoughts and be part of you, not just someone who you love for the most part