#echoes-lighthouse

Thank you so much for the ask, this was super fun!!!

I have multiple AUs where my s/i is a wolf or is wolf themed, with I myself being a wolf therian :3 specifically, black wolf

in a 'normal' furry universe, I have bj as a panther- there's a lot of reasons, and I love it bc I associate this au specifically with the song 'Night Eyes' by The Orion Experience

BUT there is another, secret au- the Beastars AU! In it, I'm still a wolf, but BJ is a hare! i really like the idea of people assuming he's some poor rabbit who was mauled, and then he turns to look you in the eyes and you get taken aback. Also a big fan of what SHOULD be a nervous prey animal being the one the big predators have to kneel to, can't intimidate, etc.

oh lord. Attempting to make her 'better' is met with extreme resistance, but we've gotten to where she won't randomly kill people for petty slights, so i think it's working. kind of. or at least, she won't kill people for petty slights while I'm watching, which is more likely tbh.

I really don't think i can make her worse. Her introductory scene is her lounging on a couch, surrounded by bodies and eating a man's arm. She got hit with a nuke and all it did was 'calm her down' a bit. There's not much further down to go from there

Hello hi hi!! I literally just answered an ask before this that answers the first question!!

I think henry cooking while I sit at the table yapping about what I did that day or just whatever I feel like is something we do every day that helps us relax <3

Hiya!!!! I'll do my main f/os for now, and maybe do an update with my seconday f/os later !!!

And putting some of this under the cut because I rambled about Henry lol

3. was there any specific point / any specific moment that suddenly made this character your Blorbo, or did you slowly grow to love them more and more until they became a Blorbo to you?

Henry: So Henry's thing is kinda long, but basically I watched his source as a kid when the show first came out, but wasn't way attached to him or the show, as it was just something my dad had on in the background during my summer breaks. Then September 2021 I ended up watching the show again with my mom, and I had just barely started an official selfship blog at that point, so he did become an f/o then, just more of a secondary one. Then, beginning of 2023, I decide to actually finish the show, and I saw him in the episode and it was like everything changed. He had stayed on my f/o list throughout the past couple of years, but it wasn't until then that I realized how much I loved him. And the specific scene I remember was where Henry's ass was on screen??? And I thought it was amusing and now here we are

Ooh thanks for the ask echo!

💌: any major changes in your selfship lore over time? If so, compare how it used to be with how it is now.

I cant say a lot has changed, unless you count my si basically aging a whole 10 years XD

⚔️: AU time! Pick a au of your ship that you have thoughts for and talk about it. If you cant decide, pick randomly.

Pokemon au because of course XD james would totally have all red pokemon, or shinies, or both! Meanwhile id just be there making sure he dosent get into serious trouble XD

💭: are you more of a "has everything written down" selfshipper or a "what happens in my daydream STAYS in my daydream" selfshipper?

Cactus (fact in an AU): idk if it counts as an AU, but in-universe, she's the one who helped my OC Doria design her costume, which is why it has mismatched tights! She's also one of Doria's closest friends, sticking up for them when people call them a traitor + can see when they're about to fly into a rage and try to talk em down.

Flower (headcanon): she can't cook, but she's a FANTASTIC baker. Her pies are to die for, and for the most part any pie she and the joker use in a gag is homemade

You’re not a bad person and you’re not encouraging or defending real world harm by shipping with a character who’s done bad things

I grew up with this discourse in my damn elementary class and I’ve not gotten any less tired of it since it was about The Hunger Games -_-

in a way, i know they're right. ive just accepted that. why it continued when i got rid of everything, im not sure.

6- do you have any alternate timelines or universes in your self-ship? what are they like?

yes! of course some of my alternate timelines are timelines where characters didn't die-- a couple of my f/os are unfortunately dead in canon (but let's pretend the power of love saved them okay? lmao;;; )

the one i keep mentioning as a drabble i'm working on is a more villainous/darker au. kind of as a vent piece, but there's of course self-indulgence in there as well. that's sort of the name of the game with f/os though, i guess! :0

i also like to think about what it'd be like for them to be in the real world with me vs my self inserts in their worlds! it's nice imagining they're out and about with me, or just chilling with me, checking on me, etc. i suppose that counts as an alternate universe in a way!

8- does your f/o seem to match a "type" you might have? how so?

i've been told that some of mine definitely fit the kind of "type" i seem to have. haurchefant is definitely in line with that! i saw someone say that he and sidon were the same genre of character, and i definitely like sidon, so.

edelgard and veronica are both the same kind of genre i think, too, which edelgard does mention in heroes! girls who ultimately just... really need someone by their side, and with support they can leave behind the darkness within them and do the right thing. while of course the villainy is a lovely aspect in some ways, the idea of being able to help them just... makes me really happy, and i don't want them to feel lonely anymore. perhaps a bit overly sentimental?;; (also edelgard has an axe and that's really freakin' cool)

ryuko is a similar genre too i think, but she's kind of like. a variation of the genre. she's someone who needs love and support as well, but her concerns are more self-motivated as opposed to a desire to do good or control others. they all learn a lot on their journeys and i think they're all amazing! <3

eula is another kind of variation on that genre too? spent so much of her life feeling scorned and hated, yet chooses to the do the right thing anyway after others finally give her a chance to. she's strong but still keeps a front up, but once you get to know her you understand her way of thinking more. i think that's really cool too!

if you'd like me to elaborate on anyone specific i'm happy to, but i hope the introduction here was fun, lol

🌟1- does your f/o have any special nicknames for you? what are they? do you have a favorite?

it took her quite a while to keep from just calling me "summoner". so it makes me happy when she just calls me by my name honestly. sometimes she'll hit me with a "dear" or "darling" and it makes me so happy. it's so sweet ;v; she's a bit formal with her pet names still, so it's cute when she tries new ones.

🌟2- do you and your f/o share any hobbies? what are they? do you see one another as rivals, collaborators, something else?