#eaglespoint

I swear he was there when I started. #watercolor #artistoninstagram #artist #sketch #instaart #instagood #painting #nature #art #winsorandnewton #illustration #drawing #paint #instadaily #picoftheday #nofilter #Nopleinnogain #gouche #sanfrancisco #eaglespoint (at Eagles Point) https://www.instagram.com/p/CTKoYqElqbE/?utm_medium=tumblr

Some pictures of me on my road trip. Eagle Point, Guano Point, Horseshoe Bend, Cortez, Painted Desert, and Red Rock State Park. So I want to vent a bit on how this year went for me. The beginning of this year I found out my kidneys shut down. I was diagnosed with End Stage Renal Failure. What that means that my kidneys don’t work like regular people to filtrate the bad stuff from my body. I also don’t urinate as much. TMI. But be grateful that you regularly urinate. Lol. I need a machine to live or get a kidney transplant. At the moment I doing home hemo dialysis at home. 5 days a week. I had 4 surgeries and 3 procedures in the last 12 months. Out of the 12 months 6 months I was in pain. My mental health has not been well. I’ve had so much anxiety that it had become anger. I had been lashing out at people around and I just been a ungrateful person. I been so mad because this disease took away some daily activities from my normal routine. Having to dialysis 4 hrs of of my day and dealing with every day things can be drag and sometimes it could an annoyance. Covid didn’t help ether. A lot of my procedure were postponed because of it. All I want is a regular 27 year old life but i have now accepted that this is my reality and if I want to keep on living I have to be at peace with this and let god do the rest. This has also made me very antisocial. I feel so awkward around groups of people. I feel like I can’t relate much at the moment since I been only dealing with my health. I do hope this goes away. God has a wonderful plan coming for me. I know he put this in my path for a reason. He’s knows I’m strong and capable of overcoming this. Whatever the outcome to this is I trust god love. Thank you for reading. Please stay safe and check on your health. God bless you all. #roadtrip #eaglespoint #guanospoint #horseshoebend #cortezcolorado #paintedforestnationalpark #redrockstatepark #arizona #colorado #grandcanyonwest #kidneypatient #dyalisispatient #endstagerenalfailure #trustgod #lookingforakidney #anjunafamily #gayraver #gayshuffler (at Arizona) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJWjoYUAMty/?igshid=1cd82w2q4fr50

#summer #sanfrancisco #goldengatebridge #landend #eaglespoint (at Lands End)

The Happiest of Birthdays to my beloved boyfriend, Jake. He's the man who stands beside me, with my hands and heart in his. The one who has shown me what actual love, and dedication is. The man I've shared so many incredible memories with, every one has made such an indelible mark on my heart and soul. I'm grateful every day for the journey we've traveled together, and I pray you have the most phenomenal year yet. One with more laughter, love and memories imaginable. I love you, Sunshine! ❤🎂🎁☀️🎈🎉❤ #Memories #MySunshine #BirthdayWishes #EastBaySights #EaglesPoint #ILeftMy❤InSanFrancisco #LaughterBeyondMeasure #LoveBeyondCompare (at Eagle's Point San Francisco California)

Just a quick time-lapse from Eagles Point 😀 . . . #redrivergorge #rrg #hikingrrg #getlostinthered #kentucky #ky #timelapsevideo #video #adventure #hiking #clouds #eaglespoint (at Red River Gorge)

yin to my wild yang #Bedford #EaglesPoint (at Eagles Point)

into the woods. on to a rock. #EaglesPoint #Bedford (at Eagles Point)