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★: What is your muse’s idea of perfect happiness?

   [ happiness and content   are two things that have   slipped from her grasp.   ultimecia, ultimecia, no. ]

Fujin’s idea of perfect happiness, of a tangible utopia, would most likely be one where there’s absolute and utter [ peace ]. I’d like to think that Fujin has already experienced her idea of perfect happiness during her days with the Posse [ in their younger days, when they’re bright and free, where Sei is less of an absolute arse, where Rai can make her smile at least once in every conversation, where they can play hide&seek and not have to be shaped by the world’s demands– ].

Her idea of perfect happiness is one where the [ posse ] is, as a whole, content with the world. The times when Seifer wasn’t chasing after knighthood and where [ fuu&rai ] were chasing after [ idiot sei ], where they could just be themselves without condemnation?

I think that’s when Fujin would be the happiest.

✿: Which one act in your muse’s past are they most ashamed of? Which one act in their past are they most proud of?

Every movement that Fuu takes is carefully analysed and promptly calculated by her prior to the taking of action. So it is’t surprising to say that there aren’t very many things that Fujin has felt shame for, or regret in regards to. However, there was that one time— –[ where she knelt in front of the fake-sorceress-ultimecia. her body quivers at the memory of helplessness, because she’s watching her brother in arms seifer please no raijin no stand you should have never bowed down to her fall hard into the depths of that witch’s clutches, but there’s nothing she can do? and she watches, and she regrets— – ] …she regrets not saving Seifer from the pain of betrayal and betraying. She’s ashamed of the fact that she couldn’t shield Raijin from the pain of betrayal and betraying. Because, funnily enough, what was the one act of her past that she could truly say she was proud of?    [ the fact that she learnt   to smile and trust posse. ]

‽: Who or what, if anything, would your muse die for or otherwise go to extremes for?

   [ posse. posse. posse.   posse!! posse!! posse!!   posse. posse. posse.    posse. posse. posse.   posse. posse. posse. ]Two people are currently firmly on such a list, with another pending. [ Raijin&Seifer ] are the only men she thinks she could live and die for at the moment, the only two she would do anything for, no matter whose death it took [ hers? so be it. ].On the other hand, [ SeeD Leonheart ] is another who she could go to such lengths for, but only if it aligned ultimately in benefiting the safety and sanity of the [ posse ]. [ hm. ]

♛: If your muse had to die, how would they like to go? And if they could come back as a person or animal, what would it be?

☑ ☐ ☒ - - - Sips on their drink as they watch everything going on. 

    And he’s gonna stare very, very intensely.