"Yours."
β Beth Dutton, (adopted!) daughter!reader
β Carter Dutton, (adopted!) sister!reader
β Rip Wheeler, (adopted!) daughter!reader
"Um, da... uh, Rip. Mr. Rip?"
"Yeah?" The man grunts, not looking back as he hammers a horseshoe back onto a horse's hoove. At her silence, he looks up with a squint. "What?" The young woman takes a deep breath.
"... after I'm done with school, I want to move out." He didn't say anything at first, staring at her. "... any reason?" "There is." She says, adjusting her stance, trying to feel brave. To look brave, like she knew what she was doing.
"You wanna tell me?" He retorts, letting the horse trot off contently. She doesn't look at him. "Kid, I don't have time for your p*ssyfootin' around. Talk." She still doesn't look at him, but speaks up.
"Because I don't belong here." She crosses her arms. "Says who?" He immediately asks, thinking she overheard something, or that someone said something stupid. He'd straighten it out- "Does anybody need to say it?"
She retorts. "I'm not stupid. I know you and Ms. Beth don't want to be stuck with me forever." "You're not stuck anywhere," Rip scoffs, a confused grin on his face. "Last time I check, Beth let you and Carter stay. You chose to stay-"
"Not anymore, I want to be gone." She interrupts, eyes blazing but voice shaking. "I didn't sign up for this. I want to be gone as soon as possible." He didn't know what to say, or how to say it. So, he just nodded. "... we'll see."
He watches her walk away, helpless to say anything. Which was his first mistake. His second was watching the girl walk away, knowing that something was wrong.
She walks into the house hours later, seeing everyone getting ready for dinner. Beth smiles softly at the sight of her, standing to meet her halfway. "Hey, honey. Where've you been off to?"
The girl gives a brief smile as her cheeks were cupped. It drops at one corner. "Just out with the bulls." Beth hums, eyeing her carefully. "Any reason?" "Mhm." Neither of them said anything else, Beth smoothing down her hair.
"... go wash up." And she does, but she eats in silence. Carter rests his foot on one of hers, but keeps quiet. Her foot nudges his, peeking up at him. He peeks back, his lips twitching upwards.
She fights the smile creeping up, looking back down at her plate. Carter then leans forward. "You pissed Rip off, I think." That's when the bright and sweet smile escaped along with a small giggle. "I didn't do anything-"
"Yes, you did! I know you did!" The two "whisper", nudging one another. "Hey." The two stop, freezing almost, looking over to an amused Beth. "What are you two sniggling about?"
Both of them mumble "nothing", turning back to their plates. Rip stares at them, silent but knowing somewhat. "... so," He started. "How's school?" Her smile slowly drops at the topic, Carter not noticing as he speaks.
"It's pretty bland, to be honest. But it's okay... I think I like gym the most." Rip stares directly at her, not even giving the boy a glance as he continued to speak. "Yeah?" "Yup." Carter nods. Beth notices the obvious stare, brows furrowing.
"Any idea what you wanna do after?" "Mm... probably work with you, if that's okay? I... like the ranch." Carter utters, cringing in anticipation at his answer. He didn't answer, leaning forward in his seat. Still staring.
"What about you, chick?" He questions, uncaring if he was being too direct. She shrugs. "Oh, come on, now. You gotta give me something better than that."
"Baby," Beth steps in, sensing the tension. "Let her eat." She gives him a look when their gazes meet. Rip huffs, but turns back to his dinner. The girl's lips twitch to the side, stomach churning... she wasn't hungry anymore.
But that was fine. Beth pretended not to notice and Carter was more than happy to eat her portion as well. As she goes to get up to clean up her mess, Beth stops her.
The girl looks up at her, lips twitching again. Beth smiles, tilting her head. "Come take a walk with me, honey. We need to have a girl talk," "... yes, ma'am." She mumbles, following with her head down.
The two walk in silence for a while, Beth casually stuffing her hands in her pockets. "... you wanna tell me what happened today?" Silence, Beth nodding slowly. "The silence treatment, got it."
The girl stops walking, Beth doing the same after she realized. She eyes the girl, letting her concern show. "What's wrong, babygirl?" The girl widgets and Beth lets her, patient.
"... Carter told me what you said the other day... when he called you ma." Beth nods. "That right?" The girl nods, taking a deep breath. "Yeah... so, I told Rip that I wanted to leave. After school and stuff." Beth frowns.
"... okay. That explains why Rip was pissed." She tried to joke, the girl not twitching. The woman sighs, stepping towards her. "Honey, what's going on in that pretty head of yours? Hm?"
The girl flinches back before she could cup her face like normal. Beth frowns, hurt more than anything. "Why do you want to leave-?" "Because why stay in a place where I have a mom and dad who don't want to claim me?"
Beth blinks, taking a few steps back. As of she'd been hit. "You two make it clear everyday that me and Carter can never be yours!" She snaps, it pouring out before she could filter anything.
"And it's unfair! Because you're the one that- that freakin' cares! You two are the only ones that cared, and protected me, and actually held me or my hand when I needed it and I- I-" The girl sobs, shaking her head so she could continue.
"I'm not like Carter. I'm not brave. I can't pretend that all of this isn't something I want- I can't live here knowing that you don't want me to be yours." She sobs at the last bit, hands shaking as she heaves with each inhale.
"I have enough of that from everyone else who told me they cared for me and that I would be safe. Why keep me safe if you're gonna throw me away-!" She's jerked into the woman's arms, too weak and full of grief to pull away.
She lets the girl sob, she lets her break down. She lets herself to feel the one thing she tried so hard to fight and avoid. "I'm sorry, babygirl," She cups the back of her head, rocking her.
Her lips brush her head, her own eyes watering at the sounds of her mourning. "I'm so sorry," "You two are so mean to me," She hiccups, her hands clinging to her own hands and wrists.
"Why aren't I enough to be yours?" Beth closes her eyes, holding her even tighter, if possible. "You are, baby. You and Carter both." She goes to pull away to look at her, getting a flinch and tighter grip.
She shushed the girl, pulling away and cupping her face. "Baby, I never want to erase any of our pain... yours, Carter's, mine, Rip's... and I'm sorry for doing what I thought was right."
She wipes her tears, not liking the sight on her. "But now... now, things are gonna change, okay?" She wanted her to listen, eyes pleading. "You're mine. Both of you are. If you want to call us mom and dad, that's fine. Just..."
Beth takes a deep breath. "Try to give me time, honey. I'm... I'm not good at any of this. None of it. But I will be. For you two, okay?" The girl sniffles, sweet eyes on her. "You're pretty good, Ms. Beth."
Beth smiles, trying not to cry some more. "... tha- thank you, honey." Her voice cracks, she didn't care. She pulls her close, against her chest, rocking her gently. The girl takes it, tired. Beth's mind wanders to the "what-ifs".
What if she could have this in the way she wanted? What if the girl just left without her ever figuring out what she did to damage her? She squeezes her at the thought, kissing her head. "I love you."
"... I love you, too, babygirl. Now, let's go home."












