I have been avoiding this for too long
So I'm just gonna force myself to do this now
See here, the people I call my friends
Zoe- Aw man, I think I know you for nearly three years now, and I'm so glad you're my friend. You are a fucking bad-ass, You've gone through so much and I've seen you change and I must say that I'm so proud of the way you are now, I'm so proud of you to see that you got back up and are doing alright now, it really amazes me. I feel honoured to be your big brother, and you know that I'll try as hard as I can to be the best big brother you could ever wish for, you give me a reason to be a better version of me, a reason to stay, and of course you introduced me to one of the biggest things in my life right now, the band that got me so many new friends, that brought me happiness and so much more, thank you so much for getting me to watch that stupid tv show on Nick, thank you for introducing me to Big Time Rush. You're my best friend Zoo and uluru
Tiffany- I know that, sometimes we don't get along and I get mad and that I should talk more, and you may think that I don't care that much about you but I do, I'm so glad you're there for me every day to talk to me, because if it wasn't for you I'd spend so many days all by myself, and I'd probably shield myself off for people even more than I am now. I think, you're the annoying kind of little sister, now don't take this the wrong way please because that's not my intention, you know that sometimes you get on my nerves, but at the end of the day I still love you, and I still appreciate the things you do for me, and I like hearing that I'm a good friend to you because it makes me feel like less of an asshole..
Girlady- Geez Gi, it feels so weird to use your full name since I always call you Gi. I'm really glad that we met because I feel like I have someone I could relate to more, nearly all of my friends are a few years younger than me and I barely have real mature conversations with them, but with you they always come naturally and it's really nice to talk about things I usually never get to talk about. Trolling you is one of the most fun things to do because it's easy, I know how I can get you to go asdfghjkl, and you know how to get me back so it's all good :p
Brittany- Britt, I wanna start off by thanking you for introducing me to the anon world, being an anon myself has been quite some fun, and I still miss it at times. And without you I never would've figured out, or tried to figure out how to change themes on Tumblr, it's funny because you probably don't know that I learned about these things because of you. I'm sorry we don't talk so much, maybe when Tumblr finally gets the bloody chat system I will message you to death, because you're great and funny and I like how you always message me out of the blue. We should play games together sometimes, I'm sure that'd be a lot of fun
Megan- Hello Cupcake :) I hope you're doing alright.. I know this year has been difficult for you too, and I'd really love to go back to those happy times I had with you. You're by far the longest I've ever been with someone, and without breaks too, without any really big fights, without feeling miserable because I wasn't sure if you really cared about me or not. I'm so glad that you got to show me that I could be in a happy, stable relationship for a long time. I really regret not going through with my plan of seeing BTR in America because spending my first concert with you definitely would've made it the best experience in my life
Drina- I don't know if you consider us friends since we really haven't talked to each other that much, but still I'm glad we talk. Maybe if there's something bothering me I should come to you more often, because you're able to turn the bad things into something good, you're able to make me see the good side in things. I'm really glad we're doing the rp because it's just so much fun, I always look forward to your answer, and it's fun to get to know things about you in an unusual way. I hope we can meet some day, you're one of those few people that live fairly close to me compared to the rest :p and it'd be nice to be able to talk about BTR in person with someone :)
Ann- Well I just had to add you here because there are a few things I'd like to say to you. I'm glad you're kind of, watching over me, I'm kind of surprised you're still around with how little I post, especially about myself. I'd sort of like to do that, just for you, post something small once a week or something about how I'm doing, the problem is just that I really don't do that much and I barely have anything to say, and when I do it's most likely something bad.. I'd also like to know some more about you, I want to be able to just have a conversation about something unrelated to how I feel, but then again I'm not a big fan of talking in public, because I feel like people don't have to know what we talk about, it's just for us. I just realized you've been there for me for over a year, geez time goes so fast.. I really hope you stick around for another year, and that we'll talk more too, that'd be really nice
