#dumbbbbbbb

-But I'm getting back in touch with my roots. I have so many friends of all different back grounds and different age groups and I don't really feel like I have any that are really...like me? Such as interests, clothes and what not. (sounds really stupid to some but idk i guess that's just me). I think it's great that I'm able to have a wide variety of friends but not having any that are into any of the things I'm into is actually kind of difficult and it's hard to explain way, but the main point is that I know why.

But for awhile there I felt like I was trying to be someone else. I felt like I was maybe even trying to grow up too fast.

But man thank god for alex haha

I think that all the recent buzz on Lazaretto and me going to see Jack White and all that kind of stuff is making me feel a bit more whole. Summer is such a stupid time for me haha.  

oh and side note

My mother and I finally had some kind of "heart to heart" conversation yesterday. It's wasn't heart to heart but she let me open up to her about something that she sort of went through with me and idk it felt good to know that she isn't always going to be bitter 100% of the time?