#duckming

hi babies~ how are y'all? uhh.. I know I havent been on much lately and I dont really have much excuse except that life hasnt been very nice and all. plus, I have been having this strange detachment from Kpop in general and I dont really quite understand it (although I think rl events have something to do with it).

anyways, before anything much more, not that I have too much to say anyway, I want to say thank you to you guys. For being there still. For still sticking around even when you dont really get anything from me nowadays. Maybe some of you just doesnt have time to unfollow inactive blogs or something but still, thanks for still being there..

I honestly dont know when I will be back and be active here on again. but, I dont really plan on stopping blogging, just taking a break from Kpop(?) or kinda. Hah..

I’ve been thinking this through, and duckming has been on for more than 2 years now and I have talked to lots of wonderful people, (most of you I have considered as friends) and so I’ve been thinking whether to open up my other life, y'know, the real life side of my life. Hahaha. I havent been on my best times right now because of all the stress and whatnot going on but I thought it might be time to introduce me as me, because there have been some of you guys who are getting kind of a different impression of me (whether it be good or bad, idk)..

I dont know how many of you, or if any of you would even spare me a chance to truly introduce myself as me. and it also kind of feels like I’m putting things at risk. I dunno tho… maybe its just anxiety.. >