#drunkheart

I feel alone, nobody cares, I can´t feel anything, and when someone makes me feel something I feel so happy, but then, they don´t care at all and the pain returns. I feel nothing again. Eventually they care again, yet, wasn´t that at all. I don´t wanna have feelings anymore, they kill me day by day, care by care, hope by hope. I still wait for the day that the happy feeling doesn´t end, and the care is on full time... I´m not speaking  in a romantic way, but in a love way, in a human way. Friends are welcome too, anybody who respects me, treats me well and values me... actions speak more than beautiful words. I value things, things just don´t appear... I know I´m not perfect, but nobody is, so...