#drnicholasrush

"Owen got the results back finally and we're having a baby!"

"What do you think of this one?"

Okay for the sake of my mental and by extension psychical health, I need to drop threads and take things easy. I can't do a shit ton of RPs let alone juggle a main verse actively with my partner and be able to keep up with RL priorities, I simply can't.

I can't and will not have a panic attack while in the middle of a heavy cardio class when my heart rate is through the roof as it is over RP plots and threads (especially when I am already stressed over family problems, finances, writing, and damn near starving because we ran out of food this month and can't get food until the 7th.) This is not healthy.

So I'm dropping RPs I am really sorry but here are the reasons (even though I shouldn't have to explain I'm doing so because I do like all of you and you have been very sweet.)

I have to finish a novel and all requirements needed to try and get both a book agent and a TV/film agent by next year (if possible)

save up with what little resources I have to put together a complete costume, for SDCC next year as a means to promote said series and hope to god it works. (this means I need to both slim down and get top grade special FX material. This will cost over 1K)

go to the gym 2-4 hours a day to get in shape.

try to take commissions.

have a social life (IE DnD with RL mates because I cant just work all the time)

Work on said costume.

possibly take Tai Chi with BF

Clean and keep our apartment clean (He is OCD about cleanliness)

As it stands there isn't enough time during the day to do all this and keep up with RPs, I just can't do it.

And if anyone has been paying attention to my OOC posts you know that when I get stressed out to much I become seriously legit ill. I have a serious anxiety disorder and this isn't helping much.

I will try to RP with most of you still, it just might be active or at all depending on how this goes.

Rose returned to the Destiny after over a week of not speaking to Rush, this time however she was dressed as if to go to a ball, she had promised someone she was going to go to dinner with them as payment for their efforts in bringing her one of the Aesir whom had a hand in pushing Loki into bedding another.

The person she had promised was one of her greatest enemies, the Raven King and if she were honest, scared didn't even begin to cover how she felt at that moment so she thought she'd see Nick before she went to meet Loptr.