#dreamza

nfwmb: the og dreamza song for me. protective, gentle, worshipful, maybe a bit infantilizing.

dear fellow traveler: recognizing that you have a lot in common with someone and that you'll never meet someone like them again and letting that haunt you forever.

georgia:

Here is my day plan, here's my new machine He is a fine new addition, so young and so clean So young and so clean He came up through the water without a sound With my back to the shoreline, I dreamt that he drowned I dreamt that he drowned

parallel and repeat: moreso dream's pov -- i imagine him fucking phil and struggling with his trauma

You moved me to release all of my built up insecurity But I'm not convinced there's meant to be anymore to your company Because lately, I compare the way you move with the way his body spoke When we were unguarded and I've started to forget why I chose to leave him alone

big god: longing for divinity and finding it in a lover who you also hate a little bit

to be alone:

There are questions I can't ask Now at last The worst is over See the way you hold yourself Reel against Your body's borders I know that you hate this place Not a trace Of me would argue

sky full of song:

Hold me down, I'm so tired now Aim your arrow at the sky Take me down, I'm too tired now Leave me where I lie

down boy:

I'll stand, kind of pushed Kind of bent on this heavy land I'll stand for the sake of my friend I will see him there

crossfire: one of the most clearly dreamza songs i think. wanting peace but never finding it, seeking refuge, pondering the meaning of it all

make it holy: similar to 'big god' in a way, but more playful and manipulative

from eden:

Honey, you're familiar like my mirror years ago Idealism sits in prison, chivalry fell on its sword Innocence died screaming, honey, ask me I should know

it will come back: i imagine dream being hesitant to accept kindness from phil, partially because he doesn't trust it, and partially because he fears it will make him soft

Honestly, this was originally supposed to be a sketch, as it is now. But then I thought about it and decided that dnb has full-fledged, albeit quick, art, so dreamza would be too.

Everything would have been fine if I hadn't initially saved the image as a png, instead of something that supports layers.

I didn't. I wanted to post it as a sketch, and then boom, a spontaneous decision! Making line art!! Experimenting with line thickness!

So, everything was fine, I even did the shadows and almost got the highlights, but no, I didn't like the highlights, and I was tired of trying to do anything with this drawing. So, I decided to put it off until tomorrow or something.

I saved and exited. I didn't even realize the mistake until I saw the drawing was in png!

I sighed very sadly.

So, this is what I was left with.