#dream rant

So, last night I had a dream that I was shopping right, but the store literally only had Tetro merch (which my mind made up ofc, but it was like the kind of stuff you see in an Animate store in Japan). Anyways, ages of obsessing later, I bought myself a nui of Harada, and I was so happy :)

sure, when I woke up I was devastated that it wasn’t real, but that just gave me the motivation to draw said Harada nui. So here, have him yay

(bonus Sawa under the cut, alongside a little more about my dream)

This is what I wanted to see when I woke up today:

And this is what I get?!

i do think I've dreamt about the bathroom part as well because i vividly remember being in in this infinite bathroom where theyre all layed out kinda around like a locker room and the stalls have no doors and you cant use them. there's showers too but i don't want to use them because idk. there was water on the floor probably from the overflowing toilets

i have also been to the mansion because i had this dream where I was in this mansion where there was loads of rooms and places and there was this stair bit that if i went up, you go into a bar that is overlooking a mall that had a roller coaster track going through the top of it.

there was also this dream i had where i was at this waterpark that i had recently visited but it was empty and it looked like those blender rendered poolrooms in some places. i could hear music and people talking as if they were just in the next room. outside there was a rollercoaster but also the sea, cliffs and the beach from the theatre dream i had last night.

I also remember a dream that i was in the car and i cant remember who was driving, but on this long winding road with no other cars and these wherehouses along the sides of the road which is also in mall world

i do also think that i was in this playground with all these kids and i was really young again but i never saw any of their faces. there was this orange roundabout that was speaking to me and said if i touched it i would take its place and id be the roundabout. there were these trees all around it and this shadow figure was there and was kinda watching me from the sidelines??

i do also have lots of dreams about school but they might not be related

these dreams all happened pretty far apart from each other but they're the most vivid dreams that i remember to this day.

Might not make any sense (its a dream)

The characters are

Main: mossyblock (could not be his name)

First player interaction: just some black figure

Colourful player: Pierce or mossyblock??

The dream was kinda simple but pretty weird but basically Jax is just a total peice of shit in it. In my dream it was labeled tadc replacement code tho if anything is should just be called tadc stealing code. Jax somehow finds a way to take other peoples code in the circus (dont ask how) and in doing so he takes most of Ragatha's which resorts in extreme memory loss for her. Each time a peice of code is taken a physical peice of her body becomes apart of jax like her dress or something. And no Jax won't wear a damn dress. He kinda just wears it like a cloak like Allhailqueenuwu's gangle design. As all of the others try to help to no avail, even Caine can't do anything since the only thing he can't control is their minds including the code of their memorys. The only thing he can do is try to get Jax to give ragatha her code back (Jax doesn't give a shit) As time passes on and the crew go on more of Caine's wacky adventures to bypass time to figure out how to help their friend. But as Ragatha's condition gets worse, she can't remember simple tasks, she can't partake in the adventures because she wouldn't really do anything other then get in the way and kinda half-mindlessly walk around. She's basically a big newborn baby who can't do shit.

It was a weird dream—I can't really remember a lot of the details. The plot was somewhat about the Philippines being a "hazardous country" and for some reason, there were some dangerous plants trying to attack us.

Us? What do you mean us?

Well... here goes the part of the dream that made me feel the shivers and the butterflies in my stomach.

In the middle of the chaos, it was me and Arcturus IN MY BEDROOM. HE WAS LEGIT IN MY BEDROOM IN MY DREAM. It was nighttime, and somehow, I allowed him to sleep in my bedroom. Arcky slept on the floor (don't worry, I placed a mattress on the floor for him to sleep) and I slept on my small bed.

We also exchanged blankets, and I think that's cute.

While I was tossing and turning in bed, Arcky was still awake, just looking up at the ceiling. Then suddenly, I threw my pillow beside Arcky's head and left my bed tO SNUGGLE UP AGAINST HIM OMG WTF

AND THEN ARCTURUS SNUGGLED ME BACK AND KISSED MY FOREHEAD. TWICE. In return... I KISSED HIS CHEEK TWICE AS WELL.

He was smiling down at me before closing my eyes to sleep, still snuggling against him. At that point, we just snuggled to sleep and it was really wholesome.

And after that wholesome moment, we went to this "dangerous" forest parts of the Philippines to stop the entities and whatever was in there.

And that was it. I woke up. Weird dreams, aye?

Oh! As an addition...

THIS WAS THE MAIN REASON WHY I FELL IN LOVE WITH ARCTURUS. SERIOUSLY I WAS NEVER INTO HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE AND AFTER WAKING UP FROM MY DREAM, I SUDDENLY GREW FEELINGS FOR THAT BALL OF SUNSHINE.

AM I SCARED OF WOMEN???

(lowkey am but that’s the anxiety)

My dream saga of finding stores themed with only one character (one of my favs) continued in one of the worst ways.

This time, it was a Yukako Yamagichi store between a McDonald and a cinema in a mall. AND THIS TIME it actually had merch! Ton of it. I spend like 3 hours looking through the first shelf. (They also have starscream figures for some reason, not sure why)

But then my joy and happiness are ripped from me!! I'm kicked out of the store and banned. I thought it was because i was rummaging trough they closets which was probably illegal, but it turns out this place is so fancy you have to pay a fee to just be there.

So now I'm getting banned for life by a cashier who is no other but the commentary youtuber Layze (dude, what the hell are you doing there) and he starts talking about his genshin sponsorship and how I should play the game while kicking me out.