#draykan

The King, turned Scorcho!!!!

@draykan

     🔥——     So, it had taken a realization & an acceptance to move on, an invitation for healing & Brii had finally accepted it with an   o p e n   h e a r t   . The snow had fallen, sun rising & peeking ever so slightly behind the thick blanket of cotton candy clouds. Brii breathed heavily in preparation for leaving. Her was mind somewhat blank from the influx of information, but at least it was open. Now, it was time for decisions.   B i g   decisions.

     It had taken a while but now it was clear to her, clearer than this crisp morning’s weather. If she was to stay in solitude she’d eventually  go   m a d   . She would be more broken than she would ever be --- she could not heal alone. “A consort... & if not a consort, then a friend,” she thought, over & over again, like a mantra.   D r a y k a n   . He was her best choice... & in fact, the one that, even after so many mishaps, had become the closest she knew in whole of Eorzea.

Get to know the mun [ ACCEPTING ON MUNDAY ]

¯\_(ツ)_/¯: do you have any tumblr friends? if so, who are they?

[ I think I need to explain something before I answer this question. I see the word ‘friend’ differently than most others. To me, most people — even those who I actually talk to a lot — are still acquaintances in my eyes. Unless we bond & share about something very deep about our lives it’s unlikely I consider you as a friend. It’s not meant to be offensive - it’s not because of you, there is nothing wrong with you — it’s because of my trust issues & me being afraid of lifting anyone to that ‘friend’ status, just in case I lose that said person. Thus, I’d consider someone becoming my friend a massive title, so if you are on this list, feel super proud of yourself !

So: My tumblr friends are: @draykan, @nordblade, @ofturks, @unburntxqueen, @ibisangelus, @burmecianblackmage, @tragiclycan & @puckish-bard.

Note: even if we talk & you don’t find yourself here, PLEASE don’t be offended. It’s because of me, not because of you. We just haven’t bonded enough yet… Seriously, my trust issues are pretty damn bad, even if I don’t visibly show it. ]

ಠ_ಠ: what is your biggest pet peeve?

[ People not following the traffic rules… In case you there didn’t know: most of the rules that apply for cars apply for pedestrians & bikers as well, which means, let’s say your country has right-sided traffic, you give way to people coming from your right - car, bike, walking, doesn’t matter, YOU JUST DO IT. No questions asked. I get so FUCKING IRKED when people walk in the middle of a street, sometimes I bump them on purpose to let them know how idiotic they are. ]

(ಥ_ಥ): finish this: i hate it when…

[ ... People ingratiate others too often instead of communicating properly.

Being polite is one thing, & being honest to yourself is an another. I highly dislike when people are trying to be nicer than they really are to become more appealing to others... This is probably a cultural thing too, but I just hate when people won’t be so-called ‘themselves’. If you’re pissed off at someone, say it to them instead of ‘oh it’s fine don’t worry about it’ or something like that. The worst is, if you never tell them & start to get bitter, then the threshold to communicate gets so massive you get anxious, & then you might just end up just down-right dumping & blocking them from your life.

Just... Be yourself. Not everyone is gonna like you. Guess what ? It wasn’t meant to be. Stop kissing asses. BE YOURSELF. ]

(☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞ ☜(ﾟヮﾟ☜): who is someone you can tell everything to?

[ My fiancé, these days. Before I couldn’t tell absolutely everything to anyone & it was wearing on me... Now our relationship is stronger than ever ♥ ]

In Depth Headcanon Prompts; Set 1 [ ACCEPTING ]

☤ : Is there anything about their health they are continuously on edge about? Something they disregard?

Due to Brii being immortal she doesn’t really have to worry about too many long-term physical problems except scarring. The mental ones are what bother her. Something she is continuously on the edge about is quite obviously her distrust towards anyone & fearfulness. Social & overall anxiety go hand in hand too. All of these are what she disregards as well — she doesn’t want to face her deep-seated problems whatsoever & it is very painful for her to do so.