So time for some info on what the hell drawing week is. Every 100 days there’s a drawing week, and every 82 says there’s a writing week. Which, by the way in really sorry, it started out with such a bust. But I caught up, so here it is. I’ll be telling you guys my thoughts and what I’m listening to at the time/my playlist. So here it is.
Artist: A.M.B - The Girl Who Ignores The World
It was late at night when I started drawing, around ten pm. I was using a mechanical pencil, something I usually use for the basics. The familiar song of Demons playing through my earphones, I was mouthing the words as I started the first detail of the picture; the eye.
The song played on repeat since I was one of those people to listen to songs over and over again, until I knew ever millisecond of the song. But it was nice, it lulled me to continue. It wasn’t long until I was building fur around the eye, I had changed the song three different times trying to find the right one. I was able to continue, finding that On My Own was a nice sound.
The fur was going to be a long process, something I wasn’t generally interested in. But I was challenging myself so it made it fun.
By the time I had fully addressed the fur around the eye, I changed the song once again. But I kept this one until just before the end: All I Want.
I change up the last songs to Only A Memory, You Don’t Know What Its Like, Lost My Mind, and The Grey.
By the time I was done, I had gone through my entire playlist and spent two hours creating the drawing. My mind wanders obviously, I think about a lot of things. Things that usually make me happy or simple things, and so on. Drawing is like a stress reliever for me, I wander why I don’t do it more often. Its relaxing. But I guess when I mess up, I get really down on myself and basically beat myself up because I feel like I failed. My worst fear is failing, and when I do; I feel like shit and I start to hate myself.
Its why I don’t do it that much anymore, but in trying to push myself so I can learn and do better. In more ways then one.
Well, enough of me talking, here’s the drawing. It kind of turned out crappy, but I don’t really have that much experience with animals and I haven’t drawn in a while. So bare with me.
Welp, there it is. Its nothing much, but it’s something. I’ll get better at it, though.
On My Own by Ashes Remain
If It Means A Lot To You by A Day To Remember
Only A Memory by Icon For Hire
You Don’t Know What Its Like by Katelyn Tarver
Lost My Mind by (idk I was listening to the nightcore version)
The Grey by Icon For Hire
I guess that’s it, I’ll check in tomorrow. (If I don’t wake up dead.)
The Girl Who Ignores The World
